Just bathe finish hahas feel so fresh =P
Diao end work at 6.30pm T~T damn tired worx.... Actually can 5pm jiu go home le but den Liza ask if I can extend den I don wanna reject her and some more that moment don really have enough crew so i jiu extend lor haha^^

Today so happy sia finally can see some I miss and veri long time nv see de....
Of cos is mai sis Adele lah^^
Dots lor so miss her sia and she cut her hair worx LOOK MORE CUTE LOR!!! ^O^
So as XinYi, Lisa, Feng Ming, Monkey, Shawn, Lu Bin and some more hahas...

Back to BBQ again lah... Dots sia euu all said wanna have BBQ de den I said okie who plan den euu all said together den at the end everything push to mi T~T haix...
I not so free de leh I veri busy worx...

Questions & Answer...
<>Euu all wanna invite who oso can but must paid $$$ jiu can liao erm... not I $$$ face hor is just that scare not enough food, $$$ or wat lor ^^

<>$$$ mah... Euu all just paid as much as euu can lor ^^
maximum $20 or more...
minimum $8 to $15 ...

Adele euu just help mi go book the pit jiu can le den book liao and settle le inform mi bahx thx!!! ^O^
The rest... euu all just paid mi as soon as possible by this month 20th and remember to buy one present for that night exchange gift! ^^
And inform and confirm with mi who going by 18th...

Frens! don worry^^
I will tell euu all who euu will exchange present with de so... inform mi who are joining as soon as possible jiu can liao hahas! thx lah! ^^

Dots lor 2moro sure will be the whole day sian for mi de lor cos...
2MORO NO WORK FOR xiiaoyanqq!!! T~T
Diao nvm lah I oso wanna rest hahas... and some more I getting sick liao lor T~T [-_-!!!] haix...

K lah need go rest and oso eat mai dinner lah ^^ BB! =P

^O^ Hahas... Morning! =P
Today 8.40am wake up -_-!!!
Actually can sleep till 9am de cos!.... mai mummy early morning do washing and cleaning so noisy den I jiu wake up liao dots.... hahas

Haix... this few days feel sad and don know wat to do sia T~T
Got one guy lah hate him sia flirt lor keep on calling mi! STOP CALLING MI!!!
Euu this.... bleah....
I already told euu I don like euu and I only treat euu as mai close fren....
Euu this evil! Euu disturbing mai life!

Euu said euu really truly love mi more den other ppl....
OH! come on lah this sentence don know euu said to how mani gals liao pls lah change ur sentence lah hor euu not sian I hear le oso sian liao!!!
She den is ur true love NOT MI OKIE!?
She love euu so much and euu treat her like that euu this evil don know wat to said sia!.... haix....

Don know wat euu thinking lor she so pretty, kind and cute just everything better den mi don know why euu treat her like this sia!!!
Euu better think through properly I tell euu! Don regret !!!
And mai heart already have someone le I veri love him!
and keep him deep deep in mai heart so euu don have any hope/chance 0.01% oso don have!!!
So... really... give up bahx! ^^
I and euu... only fren relationship thx!...

Frens don worry is not the person euu all thinking de ^^
Not Jian Yong or Alvin Cheng and most of cos is not monkey lah hahas...
Don know why this world got this kind of ppl sia and some more the gal so poor thing sia hope she can recover soon and find a 100% better guy den him ^^ alright!?

Haix.... hahas okie lah back to the BBQ thing again lah ^^
Guys! Hope euu all that day don work till so late lah if got pls try and go change with someone ^O^
like that day we can have more fun and get more close[know more bout each other]...
And really de $$$ ans confirm must give by this month 20 thx! ^O^

I feel that mai life now is really veri SUCKS!
I wan de I cant have it/reach it WHY!?
WHY MAI LIFE SO .... T~T

Harlo! ^^
Today working so happy and funny sia hahas....
I punch in le go do runner for counter 12 which is Norwani counter den she said she having competition with Preeya aee who take the most order....
At the end still Preeya win hahas.... she got 55 order den we have 51 ai yo so close lor -_-!!! hahas... Between me all laughing, playing, joking.... so de fun sia ^O^

Just now view through some blogs... Dots T~T ... bout the BBQ again sia haix....
If Christmas that day really cant take off den we jiu before Christmas celebrate lor?!
But euu all must really before this month 20 confirm with mi den paid $$$ so that won delay anything...
Remember to prepare exchange gift present worx! ^^ hahas...

Invited to the BBQ:

Xinyi, Lisa, Li Yang, Joanna, Adele,
Alvin, Shawn, Fredrick, Jonathan, Lu Bin, Zhu Lei, Kumar, Darren, James,
JieJie, Yu Jia, Xiu Qin...

Hope euu all can try ur veri best to come and enjoy this coming Christmas! ^O^

Ai yo shawn... ^^
Don worry lah won call euu exchange with gals de....
gal will exchange with gal den boi will exchange with boi de so... prepare a present that is suitable for boi de bahx ^^ or euu wanna change with Adele =P hahas... joking lah!
K lah don disturb euu lah =P
But if really less den 15 den really cant held the BBQ...

Haix... Miao Miao euu ar so early at there wait for mi for wat worx already call euu don care mi le lah and oso tell euu to give up le lah euu ar haix....
Euu really don wanna give up I.... I oso no choice and have nothing to said...
Up to euu bahx.... but hope euu don disturb mi jiu can liao thx! ^^

Post till here lahh wanna go see xiiaozhuu le hahas damn it lor bout half a month nv see xiiaozhuu liao sia so miss him lor T~T
I confirm and 100% wanna his album so as Jolin and Rainie de ^^
hahas... BB!

Hahas just came back from work^^
Still same lor tired sia actually i 4pm jiu can end work le den Liza like not enough crew den I jiu extend myself =P
Tired.... I use to it liao and some more I love to work hahas^O^
I love all the ppl there too they so veri de super good! =P

Diao... ALVIN [miao miao] EUU AR!
Call euu go home euu don wan go home le den come find mi oso de same mah T~T
Haix... next time don like that le hor...
Thx for company mi after work go take bus^^
Remember to tag mi who going for BBQ and tell them to prepare one exchange gift present!
Call them to paid as soon as possible leh don have much time left le...
I will tell euu all who euu going to exchange present with de^^ hahas...
BR PREPARE WORX! =P

2moro not sure work wat time work later go check bahx^^
Think is morning lor if I'm not wrong lah^^
I wan slim down lah I becoming veri fat liao lor T~T

K lah today jiu post till here lah! ^^
Wanna go eat dinner le... BYE!~~~

Labels: CHRISTMAS COMING LE ^^ YEAH!~~~ ^o^ HAHAS...

^^ hahas just eaten mai dinner ><"
Haix... day pass so fast lor.... so fast jiu new week le...
Siao lor mai leg still pain sia none stop lor don know why sia T~T
Oso quite sleepy and tired lah den 2moro start work at 9am to 4pm...

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! ^^ hahas... so excited lor =P
Dots lor euu all oso veri cute de lor said wan held BBQ den euu all nv tell mi wat euu all wan, at where, eat/drink wat and play wat worx and oso nv come and tell mi who are going too T~T I veri confuse de leh haix...
Hope euu all faster come confirm with mi den if less den 15 ppl I think better forget it bahx...

Miao Miao...
I really hope that euu really can go find other gals and giv up on mi cos I hav feeling that we won be together or last so.... hope euu really understand ^^
Don need sad lah cos I really happy to be frens with euu better den couple ^O^
And I hav strong feel that we will be more close to be fren better den couple...

Now feeling veri lonely and.... feel like crying don know why T-T
Just that mai heart feel hurt now!
And.... I DON KNOW WHO TO BE WITH AND WHO IS REALLY TRULY AND WILL LOVE MI FOREVER!!!....
I really hope and wish that one day will find mai answer...
could someone.... pls help mi!.........................................................

K lah today jiu post till here lah^^
"Angel pls be mai side whenever I need euu cos.... I don know wat will happen to mi and hope euu will bless mi too!..."

Dots lor damn tired sia early morning go work T~T
Yesterday bout whole day outside lor till bout 9pm den reach home
cos go buy CHRISTMAS PRESENT!^^ hahas...
Can go crazy lor go orchard, plaza singapura den hougang mall -_-!!! tired till mai leg pain sia now still veri pain cant even walk liao cos just now 2pm plus reach home den Jie call mi pei her go but clothes diao at the end nv buy anything worx ai yo...
Jie, mi, daddy and mummy go AMK Hub walk walk so sian lor there den on the way there I at bus sleeping hahas...
Jie bout 4.30am go work T~T miss her sia without feel so lonely de lor!!! >.<"

Euu all[Lisa, XinYi, Feng Ming and Fredrick!!!] ar so naughty sia call him come and jio mi sia ai yo...
I now really cant said/give any answer lah T~T
I really cant! I feel sad now... don know wat to do worx...
MIAO MIAO euu better find other gals bahx^^ I'm really not ur choice...
If euu really don wanna give up I oso no choice I already tell euu the one sectence le
I NEED TIME [to recover]! ^^

Erm... guys the BBQ party can don held mah cos I think I really cant make it le why don euu all held urself lah more better mah without mi euu all sure oso can enjoy more de! ^^ hahas...
Cos I got feeling that I held le something will happen de so.... sry guys! T~T
But I will give euu all small little gifts to pay back de alright!?...

I WANNA BUY! I REALLY WAN LAH T~T
Rainie Yang Cheng Ling, Show Luo Zhi Xiang and Jolin newest album! So damn wan it de lah T~T
Hope by/on christmas can have it lor haix... but cant really afford it lor now must really earn lots and lots of $$$ le ^O^ hahas...

Okie le need post till here le mai bro lah wanna use com liao T~T
Need said BB lah hahas...
MUACKS! love all of euu lots man =P
TAKE CARE...

Hey Morning everyone ! ^^ hahas.... A new and sunshine day again =P ^^
Actually I set alarm 9am wake up de but den I fell asleep again hahas....
Den mummy come and wake mi up to prepare lor....

Dots lor.... early in the morning get cut by needle T-T pain sia and some more is the same finger that I cut at home wan lor -_-!!! [T-T]
Don know when the wound can recover veri the pain sia cant even press it lor haix... hahas

OMG! I wan it! I wan it! T~T
Hope by this Christmas I can buy lor sia haix.... Impossible de lor mai parent won let mi buy de lah T~T so sad...
No lah just that before post go view xiaozhu the shop website singapore de...
I love it so much lor so nice and cool man hahas...
<>The Faith Parka Purple Jacket<>
<>The STAGE X DISNEY M Star Tee Red<>
<>The Candy Bubbles Cap Red/White<>

Ai yo euu all veri cute lor why wan/love BBQ so much ^O^
Den euu all give mi time to plan everything bahx^^ thx!...
But don know if euu all can afford bout $10 -$18 mah???
If cant so much jiu paid $10 bahx^^ The rest I paid... [Paid by this month 20th]
Any comments pls tag mi and let mi know and oso who wanna/can go pls tag mi and let mi know so that I can plan early and faster thx lots!!! ^^

Hey guys! remember to bring present for gift exchanging!!!
Euu all happy jiu can le I don mind to spent some money de ^O^ hahas...
That night we must really relax and enjoy ourselves worx!!! =P

K lah 2day jiu post till here bahx^^
Everyone be prepare for de coming CHRISTMAS BBQ!!! ^^ hahas...

MORNING! ^^ hahas.... just eaten mai breakfast ^O^
Later afternoon 3pm got work till 11pm sia get nag by mai parent =P
Cos they don wan mi tired and so late go home hahas love them so much although they some times veri erm... not sure how to said lah and oso not fair lor hahas ^^
Don know if later got ppl work with mi a not lor sian liao T-T

XinYi really wan mi held BBQ ar but quite trouble some leh need prepare veri early, think wat to buy and spent money not really cheap leh hahas...
Why don we go out play, watch movies, walk walk or go eat big feast lah^^ ???
okie with it mah!? Like this more good mah hor =P

MIAO MIAO SO GOOD LOR EUU! T-T
Got XIAOZHU cap how euu get money to buy de teach mi how leh T-T
I wan xiaozhu things veri long le but jiu shi cant buy lor T-T sad sia...
The shirt and cap veri nice lor I love it worx! ^^ hahas...
The STAGE X DISNEY M Star Tee Red and the Candy Bubbles Cap Red/White...
So wish that one day I can have it sia haix...

And can tell mi why euu don wanna give up mah?!
But don know why euu like mi sia I'm not that good and "pretty" worx hahas... -_-!!!
Den must see how lor when I den can recover^^ So... I rather euu go find other gals better bahx...
Ai yah euu hor be more like man mah don like scare scare like this lah don hav "an quan gan" de leh euu know! den how euu expect gals to like euu or except euu sia haix...
Den see how euu going to do lor den maybe will change mai mind hahas... =P
I'm not that flirt just wanna have a guy who treat mi veri good and can love mi, dotes mi FOREVER de jiu can liao ^^
Haix... hope one day mai zhen ming tian zi will come hahas [dreaming!]...

Okie lah 2day jiu post till here lah ^^
All must take care hor!

HI! second post of the day lah... Now feeling damn tired!
Hahas just came back from Hougang Mall^^
Today go appointment haix... veri bad news lor feel like going heaven le!....
NO LAH! ^^ Joking de haha =P Got good news for mi lor^O^ Of cos feel like going up to heaven like this lor feel so happy and quite lucky too THANK GOD!

But something still need to control den will be as normal as previous and last time the gal which everyday with smile the will oso come back^^ [thats mi...]
Now... after discharge jiu don really have smile on mai faces le if have just only don wanna make all mai dearest fren worry and oso act happy too...
I HATE LIKE THIS! IT SO NOT NORMAL T-T

2moro die liao lor T-T wanna cry liao lah!
Terence wanna test mi 2moro le lah don know wat to do lor haix... try all mai best bahx but he wan mi must be it worx den I jiu must le lor ^^
XIIAOYANQQ!... KAMPATEH WORX^^

Yo Hi! MORNING! ^^
A new day again hahas... today damn automatically wake up lor and some more yesterday bout 1am plus den sleep cos work till 11pm mah reach home jiu bout 11.30 bahx den jiu bath, eat dinner/supper, watch tv den go in room chat with Jie jiu go sleep le =P hahas...

Yesterday Joanna got work sia so happy to see her lor like veri de long nv see her le^^ Den we chat and laugh and oso got chat bout some sad/angry things lah of cos haha...
And oso really de happy to see Liza lor I don know she got work worx den I was in MDS packing condiments den she called mi den I was so delighted and surprise to see her! I bout more than one week nv see her le sia^^ haha

Sian sia later need go appointment again hope don admission again hahas...
Think won lah but ke lian de Adele need take over mi cos I actually today got work de but den need go appoinment den she wanna take over mi I so touch!^^
Thx lots leh Adele sister! ^^But I rather euu no show lah =P hahas...
Later Terence will kill both of us hahas....

To Miao Miao...

Ai yo miao miao ar I now cant really giv euu answer^^ hope euu don mind and hope euu give up bahx cos... I have mai reason and will tell euu one day de^^
So... all the best to euu bahx! ^^
JIAYOU!...

Haix.... dots lor yesterday so good lor so early end work den use come and watch television program till 11.30pm plus plus lor den 2day morning 9.30 plus mai mummy come and wake mi up go prepare sia dots lor den I was damn sleepy and tired worx T-T
But i manage to wake up lah^^ hahas...

Later 3pm start work hahas got things to do again liao^^
But hope wont so no energy to work bahx =P
Try to pull myself till 11pm bahx... hope so^^
Sian lor 2day think no body work with mi sia T-T
So late need walk home alone liao haix nvm bahx will use to it de...

Adele sister don worry lah sure will and 100% have urs de^^
Know mi de oso sure will have de but must meet up den can have worx hahas...
Before the two days of Christmas will go out with jie buy erm.... quite mani things bahx not for myself but for all mai dearest ppl^^ But hope euu all don mind that the present lah cos is not expensive de so.... ^^ hehe

Haix.... now some of euu know bout mai illness le hope and really wish euu all don spread and tell other ppl or if they ask cos I will be hurt or sad that euu all own know.... Euu all promise mi won said de hor so I trust euu all^^
I really don wanna let mani ppl know bout mai illness so thx hope euu all keep ur promise bahx^^

Hahas k lah 2day post till here lah wanna go update mai blog le^^

Just bathe finish bout 10mins ago 2day go work starting is like what the hell lor only few days never work jiu blur liao dots sia hahas...
But really veri happy can start work again lah^^

2day got one bad new for mi erm.... not actually really is bad news lah just only that he and her stead lor...
She don wanna tell mi is scare I sad, angry and will be surprise but... not really veri surprise leh cos I already have feeling that they will be together one day de hahas so... now really happen le...
And... I oso don feel sad and angry lah cos euu all are mai friends mah I will bless euu all de^^ LAST LONG HOR!!!
Dots lor euu lie to mi lor! said still cant forget her den don like mi den now leh still go steady with other gals sia ai yo yo.... haix...
How can lie to ur friend and ur tiger meimei worx dots...
Sad lah sad lah!.... Hahas k lah really... wish euu two all the best lah!^^
Euu ar must cherish lah don let it go again hor she oso quite a nice/good gal and don bully her hor^^

Ke lian de Adele lor wait for mi till bout 8pm like this cos she wanna go home with mi mah.... She actually 2pm jiu can go home le but she wanna wait for mi no wonder she is mai sister [gans]^^ She trest mi really doog de lor^^ hahas...
While we were walking through the long way we heard someone shout but not sure wat he shouting worx and don knoe who is it lah den the second time he shout den finally know who le...
OMG lor so happy to see him again sia!!! JASON^^
He still the same lor SO CUTEEE ^^ [=p] hahas... and of cos still veri handsome lah ^^

Den we chat all the way till we reach de bus-stop lor den not awhile mai bus jiu came liao den need sai BB to them le T-T so sad...
Hope to see him again lor hahas^^

Okie lah 2day post till here le nth to post liao le haha =P
All friends take care urself^^
CHERISH EVERYTHING!...

Just came back from AMK Hub hahas quite tired lor :P
Mummy sleep all the way sia till I wake her up or else we will miss stop worx hahas really lah Daddy and Mummy really veri de tired then mi lor Ke lian thats why i love them so much^^

Haix... still cant really forget that memories and it still in mai mind worx don know why lor ! Hope to forget faster cos like this to him and mi will be much better and oso lah to everyone too^^

Haix... T-T till now like this le so mani things happen on mi WHY!
After the result out I was feeling veri sad but oso cannot do anything only accept it...
That time I was really hope that mai love ones will be by mai side chat with mi, hug mi, joke with mi so that I won feel so down...
But... really lah all this things cant blame anyone only can blame myself not really to go cherish and make clear...

But at the end all of euu still came and see mi when the minute I saw euu all mai face started to have smile again^^ Thx to euu all!
But still hope I won give up so easily bahx... mai life will get more tougher, uneasy and uncomfortable!...
So hope that all mai angels will encourage and support mi when I really feel veri sad and down bahx^^ ...........

Finally lah... 2moro start work le^^ Should be happy de but don know why I become no feeling anymore le... I hope to find the answer one day....
I now feel veri sad and confuse... don know if wanna listen to mai parents to quit the job a not cos bout mai illness and is veri trouble some...
I know i promise euu all not to leave till the day I really cant go on but... no choice...
I oso don really wish to leave too but... I try to go on as long as I can ^^ alright?!

Hope euu all working with mi will happy then sad okie! ^^ I wanna see euu all smile worx! ^^ hahas...
And...erm.... hope euu all help mi when I needed ur help can? Cos I don know when I will collapses :P

One more thing the BBQ I think euu all held urself bahx^^ sry le I cant joy euu all hope euu all will enjoy without mi!? hahas...
Don worry I will give euu all present de^^ Is chrismax present... not really expensive lah just some easy things only lah^^ Hope euu all will like it den hahas...

Today quite early wake up lor 8.30am hahas cos need prepare thing...
Maybe the rest of mai life I need like this loh!? Early wake up prepare everything den....
Sian lor later need do house work T-T cos JieJie go work till quite late den Mummy veri tired so only left mi lor haha nvm lah often help doing things oso not bad mah^^

Later bout 5 to 6pm need go down mac find Terence give him thing...
And tell him and sign resign form! Hahas JUST KIDDING! bleah...
I where want leave I die die oso won leave all mai dearest frens behind de lah^^ hahas... and I oso don wanna make them sad but to see them smile when every time i see them^^
Its a good thing to see everyone face with smile hahas!...
But I will leave when time is up and if really cant continue.... leave ar??? hmmm.... still veri long leh cant even think till so far hahas^^ :P

Hahas Christmas coming le so happy sia ^^
Christmas that day hope everyone can come for the BBQ lor^^ But I wonder if they take leave already not? ><"

Haix... sian liao lor now mai whole life change le now time is veri important to mi le cant waste must see time every moment...
In school will be more complicated and trouble some lor dots! Hate school so much sia bleah!!!

Hahas ytd veri funny lor after discharge liao Mummy, Daddy and mi at hougang mall buying things mah den I was msging JieJie den got one msg is veri de... hahas... she ask mi if got "da bao" for them cos home nth to eat mah den I tot was the big bao mah but is not worx! haha
Is 打包 den i was like... 大包 and 打包 , 傻傻分不清楚 lor! hahas...

Hahas so happy finally can come home le^^ haha
Haix... still will have some bad news lor... nvm lah things happen le jiu happen le cant turn back so the only thing to do is ACCEPT it lor...
So now mai life everything totally change le and now mai time really cannot waste!

So funny lor the day [24/11/08 , Monday] go appointment evening jiu need hospitalize lor till today lor^^
There can be mai home liao hahas cos not the 1st time staying there mah^^ [:P]
So touch and thankful lor all mai Mac frens come and visit mi^^ and bought mi so mani things lor! ai yo don waste money buy all this mah euu all share money buy one thing jiu okie le^^
But still wanna thanks euu all lah^^

Adele, Lisa, Feng Ming, XinYi, Fredrick, Shawn, Alvin, Eileen, JunJie, Marmie, Ying Jing, Dominic Uncle, Gu Ma, mai baobei Jie and lastly of cos is mai PARENT^^
Thank you so much to come and pei mi, chat/play with mi, concern mi! ^^
So glad that I have all of euu and to live in this world!
Thank god that I have all this dearest, cute, handsome, pretty, kind, funny, supportive frens!!!
I LOVE EUU ALL AND NV FORGET EUU ALL DE!^^

Haix.... sad thing coming up la...
maybe need to leave mac worx cos of mai illness T-T Ai yo oso no need so serious to leave mah rite mummy/daddy?!
Just control and notice the time and everything jiu can liao I noe euu all scare I forget but I will try mai best to remeber and do everything on time de^^ okie?!
Pls let mi stay I really don wish to go lah T-T

Miss mac veri de much lor T-T
So wish I can faster go back work sia!
MAC I WILL BE BACK DE! ^^ hahas...

Hahas morning everyone!^^
Just eaten breakfast... actually don wanna eat de but mai mummy bought liao I don wanna waste it jiu eat it up lor hahas...
Haix... sian sia early morning wake up feel so uncomfortable feel like vomit lor....
Now really de sick liao sia having slightly fever, cough and headache worx...

Feel like crying is really de feeling veri bad sia hope 2moro manger to go work bahx^^
Later bout 1pm plus jiu need go appointment le... Feeling a bit scare lor of cos^^
See how doctor said lor hope can continue work bahx^^

Just now read through quite a numbers of blog feeling a bit erm... confuse and blur bahx...
Ai yo I tell euu hor ur tiger meimei said she will leave the store when I wanna leave that means we will leave together but now is not de right time to do this mah...
And some more euu already promise us not to go le worx and yet euu still wanna.... haix... But if euu really wanna leave must tell us and oso must tell us why worx okie?^^

Euu leave is not really a good thing for them lah they really need euu mah... I just maybe cant continue cos euu know lah^^ hahas...
But I oso really don wish to leave just need to depends bahx...
Just hope everything will be fine lor.... But by the way hor euu wanna leave hor make mi feel like euu don wanna see mi and wanna avoid mi worx?!!!
But said true de lah^^ ....
Euu talk to mi I really feel that we are fren but euu some times I look at euu or euu look at mi den [we] turn away make mi remember that worx...
So I hope we can just be normal and chat like that lor I just wish like that lah nothing else le^^

At last lah still wanna tell euu DON LEAVE they really need euu include ur tiger meimei don let all the bad ppl bully them so euu must stay and protect them mah rite?!^^
I maybe need some time to settle some thing so will not see mi quite often worx all mai dearest frens^^
This thing is veri important is bout mac hope euu all will support mai suggestion bahx^^
When the time is her I will tell euu all de so must be happy for mi kie I don wanna see cries faces and no smile on euu all faces! okie!? ^^

Marmie I miss euu sia fell like going out with euu lor T-T I oso got alot alot things to tell euu^^
Really hope that one day can see euu again and chat with euu^^
Last long with daddy hor ^^

Seeing euu all[dearest frens] having smile on face everyday it make mi feel mai day sunshine! really... ^^
Everyday will pas and need time to pass with smile and sad...
Smile...
Will make all ppl around euu happy and will have smile just like euu have^^
It make the day good...
Sad...
Just feel frustrated wanna cry, cant do anything....
ppl see euu don wanna talk to euu cos maybe will scare euu angry or sad to recall ur memories...
This is how lifes everyday [maybe^^] so why don have smile on ur face and don feel stress like this will have fun...

K lah need go prepare for everything le BB got to go le worx^^
ALL DEAREST FENS.... I WILL REMBER EUU ALL DE DON WORRY HAHAS^^
Okie lah.... really lor take care when I not around euu all^^
protect urself okie^^
MUACKS! love euu all lots lots lots!!! ^^

Hahas just came back from work lah....
Still the same lor feeling so sian but now mai better liao cos he seem starting to talk to mi le make mi feel that euu not avoiding mi and really are frens^^
When nv talk make mi feel sad and like we are enemy...
But now quite happy lor cos really make mi feel that we noe are really fren le^^

Is damn de tired lor cos I end work at 5pm mah den after that I go packed condiment den jiu packed till bout nearly 9 lor hahas...
Haix... sad thing coming le IS 2MORO liao lor!
Go for KK appointment haix every year must go lor veri sian sia...
Go there inject, x-ray, scan or others thing lor depends lor ^^

Really veri happy to see euu all smile today and get the chance to see euu all^^
Euu all are the BEST! ^^
Think Tuesday going to work bahx... maybe... I hope so hahas
Start work from 3 to 11pm haix so long lor sian sia T-T
Hope euu all got work lor den I will not feel lonely but will happy to see euu de ^^ hahas...

K lah really need go eat mai dinner lah mai parent wanna mi go eat liao hahas...
Got to lah^^
ALL MAI DEAREST FREN TAKE CARE LOTS!!! ^^
Must remeber mi hor i no need remeber euu all de ^^ haha...
Cos euu all already in mai heart le^^
........................................

能看到你我感到很开心...
看到你... 会让我觉得很心痛!...
能和你说话让我感到很幸福^^ ...

Dots lor euu promise us won go de lor at de end still wanna do it! Break Promise worx... Euu ar like this will make ur three ladies tudi sad de lah haix...
Why wanna leave worx can tell mi mah?!
Mani of us really don wanna see euu leave lah... know/see euu leaves will only make us sad and wanna cry but I know is ur choice I will respect it^^
But hope euu won forget us and must come visit us worx^^... hahas...

Mai four cutie angels [Adele, Liza, XinYi and Feng Ming...] I really don wanna see euu all sad but to see euu all have smile on ur face everyday! ^^
Just let mi have a veri nice, good and peaceful memories of all of euu can mah?
I don have smile is okie de I just wan euu all to be happy alright!?
Mai fren happy and happiness is mai most happier thing den everything so hope to see euu all smile the next time I see euu all worx^^ I don wanna see cry faces okie hahas^^

I know euu all wanna mi to forget everything but it is quite impossible... But I really will try mai best...
I know that he will going oversea for bout one month so... of cos lah will miss this best fren de^^
Think the others oso will de lah...
So... hope and wish that 2moro is not the last day to see all mai dearest and baobei frens bahx...

Haix... don know wat to do sia now is really de tired liao cant really wan go sleep but still thinking of that...
Really feel veri uncomfortable!... Don know why feel like begin alone now don wanna talk, eat, go out play... just don wanna do anything just lie at bed have a big cry...
CRY! really make mi feel better which is wat I doing every night before sleep...

I know lah he don like mi he still thinking of her^^
But don noe why she don like him worx? dots...
Ai ya I know lah love is veri selfish and can be cruel too... Don like jiu don like, like jiu like haix... don know wat is this sia hahas...
I really thing that the time he said wanna stead with mi is just only a moment crush bahx or maybe just replacement lor I don know and don wanna know better if not I really will get more hurt...
They three said he got really like mi before but I don know lah cos I just only know that I was veri happy when he ask mi for stead and I was oso 100% sure that I do really like/love him de^^ hahas...
But now is frens still not bad worx ^^

All mai dearest frens take good care lah!^^
Don worry lah I won quit de but must depend if I can continue working I oso don really wish to leave cos I have all of euu^^

Haix... here comes the second post of the day lah^^
Just now afternoon go mac chat with three of mai "Angel" Lisa, XinYi and Feng Ming and oso go find Adele see how she had been^^
She still the same SOOO cute! ^^ hahas... [no wonder he cant forget her...]

Haix so sad sia see them make mi remember of that memories...
Of cos lah cos they three are his TUDI mah^^
But the worst is 2moro he working too don noe if see him wat expression will I have and wat will happen to mi?...
Hope he 2moro won no show or late bahx^^
I scare I see him le will cry haix...

2moro working split shift sia so sian lor after work still need help pack condiments worx... nvm like this more good can make mi tired but sure still cant forget that memories by making myself tired...
So is true... really don noe wat to do just only can continue hurting myself...
So wish that I have time to relax myself but so unluckily i don have much time... Everyday wake up jiu go work, reach home jiu bath le den sleep... Den if off jiu everyday at home doing nth only sleeping, watch television programs, listen to songs and use come to blog or wat lor...
MAI LIFE TURNING ****

Now really feeling veri lonely and boring...
Haix... need wait till Monday lah go see doctor hope that have illness den can stay at hospital more easily for mi to live bahx...
Anyway I already have lah just only need to prepare for OP if needed...
To cut away one of mai kidney which don really have much percent to have it inside mi...

Just like I said de take care of yourself EVERYBODY!
Its not worth it when it is too late for euu^^ cherish everything worx...
Don be like mi wanna cherish something but it just disappear just like that!...
Having frens is a veri important for all humans! Lifes turn BLACK when everything changes really!
Euu can/will do things that euu didn't expect so lifes can easily gone when euu not really a wake...

ALL MAI FREN... REALLY LAH TAK GOOD CARE AND CHERISH WAT IS IN UR HAND DON LET IT GO! RMB DON LET IT GO!^^
It will be a veri sad thing to lose a fren...

[ 我爱的人却不在爱我了...
但我很开心曾经拥有和你在一起的日子^^
希望接下来的日子的你...
是带着微笑过生活...
迎接幸福的到来过着新的生活^^ ]

Haix...Still thinking of that of cos haix don noe when den can totally forget it...
maybe... need more time or forever bahx...
REALLY.... really cant forget all the memories T-T

I really don noe wat to do so wish that got something for mi to do to make myself damn tired!
Every nite before sleep will think of everything den jiu T-T haix... really feel veri de uncomfortable! feel like keeping myself in the room big cry!!!
I REALLY DON NOE WAT TO DO!

Really hope all mai angel will be by mai side and pei mi^^ ....................
If not I don noe wat will happen to mi.....
Hope I will still have chance to see all mai frens! ........

Ai yo why all talk bout leaving mac huh! Ai yo yo... no need make thing till so big bahx hahas^^ ...
Just tak it as normal nth happen jiu can le mah RITE! all mai dearest fren?!
I don wanna see all mai dearest fren sad den cry jiu just one person wanna left leave this is not worth it I just hope all of euu to stay cos I really don wanna lose any fren! Euu all really veri important to mi REALLY! ^^ [T-T]

So hope euu[he] won leave euu all behind just bcos of this stupid problem okie^^
I noe he is really good and treat euu all veri gd just like euu all said de SHIFU & TUDI mah rite hahas^^
Wish to see all of us together again!
And... happily ever after!^^ hahas...

And one more thing THIS IS IMPORTANT HOR^^
Christmas Day Hope that we all will have BBQ party together so all must come cannot don come UNLESS... euu hate mi^^ hahas [bleah]
All mai dearest fren remember to take OFF worx^^

I really glad that I noe all of euu and have all of euu and euu too^^[euu should noe... yup thats euu le... no need think^^] to be mai frens^^
Hope euu won avoid mi let be fren again 好吗?^^
Euu ar I msg euu no reply to mi de -_-!!!

Dots... 2moro 22/11/08 should be our 1st month de but... hahas....
HEY! some more I already prepare present liao sia...
prepare for bout 2 weeks le leh make till mai hand wanna get cut off sia T-T

我已经深深的爱上你了! ]
这是无法改变的...
你叫我把你给忘了...
[ 这是很难做到的一件事!...

10月22号08年...
你说你很确定的喜欢我...
我对你有感觉也接受了你!

11月19号08年, 11点48分...
我最宝贝的你离开了我!
而让我感觉到很伤心, 很难过, 也很心痛!!!
为什么在我最需要你的时候你却离开我?!

我问你原因为什么要分手你却说....
你不配我, 不想伤害我...
而且还喜欢着她,忘不了她...
那何必当初呢!???

Yesterday is the worst day for mi... I and baobei end le T.T
Haix... nvm he have his choice I don blame him but I will still love/like him^^
EUU ARE THE BEST! NO ONE CAN REPLACE EUU DE!^^

I was shocked when he msg mi bout that den of cos cry lah or else kill myself meh hahas... haix... really lor.... veri de sad feel like dying...
nvm lah at least we still can be frens hope we will keep contact bahx^^
GOOD LUCK FOR UR FUTURE!^^

I will nv forget euu de euu already keep deep deep in mai heart le...
Like I said... 你是我永远的宝贝 ^^
I noe that we will nv patch cos euu are really truly and serious like her!...
Hope euu oso can find a better bahx and I will still be single till de day I forget euu [IMPOSSIBLE!!!]...

Saturday doing split shift den Sunday one shot... Haix.... feel so sian but nvm I still got others RVM frens ^^
ADELE THX FOR YTD CALLED AND CHAT WITH MI ^^
hahas so cute lor euu cry I cry de haha...

Haix.... sian sia this few days feel veri lonely and don wanna care anything... and don feel like living any more! T_T
Everything for mi is just NO! NO! NO! so irritating!!! WHY???!

On Sunday or Monday ar I T ot sure when lah I forgot liao hahas...
I was working split shift den working at night de that night is the most black face that I have ever seen! So mani ppl du lan at one person JUST ONE PERSON sia!
That black tall stupid face! bleah!
Cos I was working in the kitchen with others three crew/frens... den service in mah we four jiu abit chiong lor den some more no product how he wan us to out the product STUPID SIA!!!
Den I go cook 10:1 breef meat den I jiu burn dao mai finger lor...
I was the one standing outside de den he jiu shoot mi said "Inside got four person why mai product cannot out!" He so smart den come in help lah! wait the no customer liao den come in said mi BLEAH!!!

Den I was angry lah I don care him he scold mi NVM I don wanna the other crew in the kitchen to get scolded by that black faces too! Den I bear with him I just bear lor nvm de! Den after the crowd clear liao he pull mi out to do counter den I du lan mai whole face turn black sia mai mood is already not veri shine liao and yet ask mi go do counter wat the hell lor!

Den I jiu called Xin Yi do counter for mi hahas ke lian sia den I do her runner ^^
After that no customer again I wanna go behind drink water den that black guy walk towards mi den he bang to mi sia he purposly wan lor! feel like scolding him sia...
Den I jiu all de wait black face till I end work hahas...

Sian sia today need work till 11pm lor den 2moro and friday OFF! hahas...
Haix... 2day all de youngster in mac go chalet lor so good I oso wan mai parent every time like this de sia wait till last moin den said giv mi go den is already too late lor stupid sia... haix don go jiu don go lor I rather go work but I wanna go chalet just wanna relax myself mah dots lor...

Ke lian de Marmie she like got alot problem wanna tell mi sia hope can find one day go out with her and chat^^ MARMIE I NV FORGET EUU! ^^

So tired lor hahas^^ 2day sleep till 10.30am plus den wake up sia bleah...
Ytd late bout 5 mins for training at work there den YiHao called mi to treat everyone for lunch den I was like -_-!!!
Haix... forget it but at the end still joking de hahas... den bout to start liao Iswarn com and said wan tak mi out cos not enough crew den I T.T den oso no choice go work at the kitchen lor aft tht runner dots...

Aft a while Yihao jiu bring all his "students" go work at the counter or wat lor den jiu work till 12.30pm aft a while jiu end liao den I whole day not feeling well sia cos from morning till end training I haven eat and only drink water but drink liao feel like vomit sia hahas... Den YiHao jiu called someone to tak one hot milo for mi to drink hahas... den XinYi go went and giv it to mi hahas den we jiu go tak EMC den we all makan together lor ^^

Aft tht I jiu work all the way to 5pm plus lor so sia all the way headace lor dots lor T.T
Den finally can "go home" liao den I at there eat liao den rest don feel like going home den jiu sit thtere lor den Lu Bin came liao den told mi tht monkey got com work den I jiu wait till he com lor...
Bout half hour later he came liao den I jiu wait till he end work lor but meanwhile he working I packing condiments and some more is FOC[free of charge] den mai manager chase mi home sia cos this few days mani things gone missing dots lor like I wan take or steal their things lor so angry sia bleah...

Den I finish liao I jiu go out wait for him lor luckily mai three cutie friends are out side eating hahas... Den I reach home bout 12.30 plus bahx i tink hahas... cos I and monkey chat till miss the last bus den he called his father com and fetch him and mi home lor hahas so thankful hahas...
K lah got to logout liao mai bro wanna use com liao T.T

Finally got the time /chance to post le hahas^^
Really lor this days is really de tired and busy sia every morning wake up jiu go to work haix T.T
Yesterday and today morning go for training so as 2moro [last day^^ yes! haha] Actually not really that boring by seeing YiHao manager talk and see his slide show cos can learn alot and know more bout our jobs^^

Haix... sad lor 2day cannot see baobei wanna T.T liao lah!!! don know need wait till when den can see baobei sia...
Dots lor this coming weekend need do split again sure will veri tired de lor hahas but at least got things to do :P

Hahas finally got the chance to post le ^^ this few days keep working till veri late den veri tired till today can post lah yeah! ^^
Sunday working st nite which is Jason last nite so sad sure will miss his cute face de lor T.T but mi and baobei decide to buy something for him hahas and today is Joanna birthday worx hahas we oso going to buy a Winnie bear for her hahas...

That day I do Jason runner den got one veri America guy like hip-hop kind de talk oso like hip-hop den he order le I give him de thing tht he order den he suddenly said I KaWaYi sia den Jason smile dots... Sia lah pai seh leh :P

haix got to logout liao mai bro wake up wanna use com liao haix...

Hahas so long nv post le cos com screen spoil liao den noe using mai bro fren laptop hahas... sian lor all this days working sia veri de long nv play/use com, watch tv and read newspaper liao sia haha ^^
2moro still got work lor doing spilt sunday oso haix...
k lah nth to post liao bb don when still got chance to post sia...

Wah after exams liao the days in school is damn de boring can go siao lor nth to do sia can whole day in school sleeping lor haix... hahas but I 2moro not going to school cos go yishun ITE for don noe wat fringe activities from 9am to 3pm worx...

So long nv post lor...
This few day got some idiot and stupid ppl spam mai blog! stupid wan lor go scold mai blog for wat sia so funny hahas just only a blog mah hahas... AND SOME MORE USE "ELAINE" this name sia stupid lor she this few day veri busy working lor no time to use com leh haix.... eh! spammer be smart can ELAINE is mai BAOBEI JIE LEH harlo pls lah think before euu do it can^^ bleah...
Nvm I bout to change mai URL liao le hahas^^ But happy that got ppl notice mai blog hahas :P

YEAH! haha three more days to holiday le haha^^ I waiting for the last day of school lor ^^ cos take report book mah hahas...
Okie lah xiiaoyanqq got to go update her blog le ^^

Today early in the morning is a scary day for skss cos today checking E.O.Y exams paper and we meanwhile can know our marks if we pass or fail...
So lucky lor I can promote to nxt level sec 4 le YEAH! hahas^^
here all mai result... :

Theory: 31/50
Practical: 45/50
TOTAL... 76/100 !!!


48/70 !!!


Paper 1: 50/80
Paper 2: 43/60
Paper 3 [L.C]: 14/20
TOTAL... 107/160!!!


Paper 1: 26/50
Paper 2: 20/50
TOTAL... 46/100!!!



Paper 1[L.C]: 18/30
Paper 2: 17/20
TOTAL...35/50!!!


paper 1: 13/40
Paper 2: 22 1/2 /60
TOTAL... 35 1/2 /100!!!

Haix quite disappointed on mai MATHS and SCIENCE lor but I got improve alot on this two subject leh hahas^^ :P but got pass and can promote to nxt level jiu can liao le hahas^^ but mai parent don seem quite happy with mai result worx T-T haix...

Dots lor mai house nth to eat sia haix don care le lah just drink more water bahx... take it as diet bahx haha^^
So sian lor nth to do now com don have games for mi to play sia! feel so lonely lor tink going EMO oso le bahx!...

Hahas 2moro finally last paper liao "science"... Hope can pass ^^
Yesterday I send him msg for break up but he didn't reply tink he oso don wanna care le bahx...
Mai feeling for him had already gone hope he can understand...
So wish that we still can be fren hope he don mind bahx...

Jie Jie today go interview erm... not really sure wat job worx :P all de best bahx! ^^
I die liao lor don noe this week end got work anot sia and if got I oso don noe wat time leh! dots...
I tink I maybe 2moro make a call better hahas :P
Yeah holidays coming le woo hoo!!! hahas... I wan go chiong for work!!!!
On the 20th to 23rd got don noe wat candy competition request from mai science teacher I so excited to go lor hahas^^

Wah seh so fast jiu october liao sia hahas still got 4 more days of exams haix...
den 20 to 23 oct got de candy competition don noe wat thing sia den jiu can chiong for work liao hahas! ^^ so wish holidays faster come lor :P
2moro havin maths paper 2 try mai best to do it bahx hahas...

Haha just came back from hougang mall... OMG lor just on on the way home O.O
I take bus from hougang interchange den drop off liao den walking on the bridge got one guy tink bout 17 or 18 year old de wearing black t-shirt de den he walk pass mi den turn and look at mi worx den I of cos oso look back lor hahas...
Den I jiu walk to take lift lor den meanwhile waiting for the lift I saw the guy again and this time he took the same lift with mi.... den I felt something strange and not really right lor... we both walk in to the lift liao den i ask him which level den he just press himself lor den I oso don care :P hahas...

Den reach 5th level liao he go out le den noe wat a not?! I veri sock he do something veir silly to mi sia till I wanna go tell mai mummy lor [bleah]...
he turn back again sia and he was half way out leh I thought he was going to ask mi where is the door number he wanna find but not wat I was tinking worx he ask for mai phone number sia den I stare for bout a few seconds lor den finally reply him sry den he said nvm jiu walk away liao haha... so socking lor but he look quit handsome and nice lor but maybe he's a hony hahas bleh... ^^
But don have mai baobei laogong handsome and look so sweet lor haha^^ oh yah hor today 29th September...

Today is jiejie big big day worx... "N" level !!! haix she look quit stress lor ke lian de baobei T_T but nvm de jiejie euu can do it de all de best worx^^ hahas MUACKS!!! JIAYOU^^

Today is 28th September 2008...
Is quite a big day for one gal... and she is Fiona Wong! hahas^^^ today is her birthday worx^^

FIONA HAPPY BIRTHDAY WORX! ^^
[MUACKS SISTERS FOREVER...]

Hahas just came back from work sia hahas so tired lor ^^ bleah...
haix exam coming veri near liao sia quite scare lor... T_T MUMMY!~~~~ [hahas^^]
don noe wat to post sia...
Okie lah post till here bahx^^

Hahas today after school go Tampines Mall with Jiejie den we eat yoshi den jiu go walk walk lor^^ but before we go in to the mall we saw one veri silly and stupid thing sia...
Mani ppl crowding there including the reporters and police... There got a board sign said "ARE YOU STEPPING ON MY OFFERING?" .... When Jie and mi read that we felt abit scary lor and some more mani offer paper paste all on the floor sia and infront of the board got some oranges and joss sticks... it like OMG lor how the person do that and when worx hahas dots...

After that bout 4 plus plus we go Compass point walk den jiu go pierce our ear quite pain lor the second hole hahas but veri happy lah^^ :P
Haix sian sia 2moro got work lor and some more children day that day got work and spilt lot... 8am to 12pm den 5pm to 9pm...
ARRRRR..... nxt Friday jiu end of year exam liao sia stress man hahas...

KAMPATEH EVERYONE!!! all de best ^^

Haha its posting time again ^^ Like quite long never post liao worx hahas...
Haix sian lor mai leh pain sia den today bandage mai leg go school sia haha but now better le tink 2moro can wear school shoe le bahx ^^
Dots lor sunday after work le forgot to see schedule sia den don noe 2moro wat time start work sia but I tink is 3pm worx haix...
next week jiu start EOY exams le must go K books liao hahas everyone must JIAYOU worx!!! ^^^ KAMPATEH!

Wah seh quite long nv post le worx hahas :P
2day finally can post le sia yeah! ^^
Today last period is science den mr tham and wei kian quarrel sia not really sure why dots...
haix sian lor 2moro got PE so ma fan sia den Thursday got work from 5 to 9pm...
Den is happy Friday! yeah! going out with mai baobei shiyu marmie hahas... veri de long nv go out with her le sia like bout few months le... den haven decide wan do wat or go where...
Hope mai mummy will let mi a bit late go home T-T

Haix exams coming le bout 1 more week bahx I tink hahas.... really must study hard liao lor cannot play play liao hahas JIAYOU bahx! ^^ ...

Hahas finally holiday le ^^
I veri scare sia scare this year will retain lor cos now got work liao den don really have much time to study haix... but I will try to take off and concentrate on mai studies de ^^ JIAYOU!
Jie euu oso can do it de ^^ JIAYOU! JIAYOU! worx

Time pass really fast lor just interview for job not long den now I work for bout 3 months liao le hahas...
So happy lor uncle Dominic buy de xiaozhu de concert CD for mi sia de cruel stage wan hahas ^^
Dots later need go work again sia from 5pm to 9pm 4hour hahas...
K lah gtg eat mai breakfast lah ^^

Hahas jus com back from sch sia so happy lor mai maths common test pass worx haha I get 32/50 but some ppl will tink veri low but I work hard for myself jiu can liao le ^^
Mai phone oso top up liao le yeah finally hahas ^^
Hope mai science common test pass oso bahx :P

Hahas going to eat lunh later den go bath liao jiu need ready to go work le haix sian lor so tired... need tired till Thursday den can rest sia cos Mon, Tue got work Wed, Fri got CCA and sat, sun got work again den so only got one to rest only lor...
Hahas today work till 8pm only sia yes!!!! can early go home le ^^ hehe...

Hahas now bro not at home can use com ^^
Dots lor finally reach home liao sia cos go marina bay for don noe wat like like helpin or some thing de lah haix so ma fan de lor waste mai time actually can go work earn $$$ de sia den need go that wan and is compulsory man... so angry!!!
And is really de damn tired lor T_T some more 2moro morning 9am need go work till 2pm worx haix...

Aft de event liao shi yu & mi jiu walk veri de fast to go take mrt to AMK eat mac den on de way to AMK de driver announce and tell de person who press de emergency button de pls wait for his assitance to come...
Den we actually don noe wat happen lor den everyone is looking at the other side where the person is bahx and he come to the back and he look like some kind abit blur blur tht kind de person den de assitance ask who press it den got one man point tht guy lor den stop at the nxt station liao they brought him out den de train jiu go off liao...
hope they didnt fine him lor haix so ke lian lor...

Hahas veri tired liao got to go sleep liao hehe... oh yah... now is 12am le wanna wish Jeslyn Baobei Happy 15th Birthday!!! ^^

Hahas just updated mai blog hope it look nice bahx ^^
Today nv go sch sia dots... actually morning wanna go the den suddenly feel veri uncomfortable and headache den jiu nv go liao lor ke lian de lynn sia cant pei her go BAND haix... sry worx...
Feeling really veri sick now lor don noe wat to do sia... T~T
Sian lor 2moro going marina bay help miss goh don noe do wat sia so ma fan waste mai time there lor actually can go earn $$$ wan lor so angry...
Wao lao veri long nv see laogong liao lor tot this week can see him de but his uncle passed away den cant meet him for bout one week worx... T_T

Hahas finally got time and de feeling to post le ^^
Haix lynn they all now veri angry sia...
cos in sch they said aft sch liao wanna go out meet den study mah they ask mi if can a not lor den I said try den will call them...

Den aft sch sch le jiu go take bus with Fiona den reach home liao I ask mummy if can go out with frens study den she said okie den I go bath den pack all mai book den jiu go out le but I reach hougang mall liao I den noe tht I forgot to call lynn they all worx and some more I nv bring $$$ den don noe wat to do but I scare go home liao jiu cannot come out le...

Den i go library study mai own lor but actually I wanna go cp find them if can meet till them mah but I scare they go some where sia den jiu nv go lor den bout 4.30 plus I go Fiona house awhile den jiu go home liao...
I reached home le mai jiejie said tht all mai frens are looking for mi den I jiu quickly call ailin lor den they sound veri angry and I wanted to explain de but I just feel tht nvm lah they angry they won listen wait till 2moro lor...
Haix... Think lynn will not talk to mi 2moro bahx...

Haix sian lor just come back from sch sia so tired lor hahas this is mai first time in class sleeping worx cos English lessons mah den de teacher wan us do listening comprehension den I half do half sleep and I miss some of de ques hehe but I manage to do it hahas...

Haix sian lor later need go for de stupid work sia... T-T so tired lor bleah...
Diao 2day work till 9pm worx den mummy and daddy will come and go home with mi but I rather they don come and go home 2gether lor cos veri tired leh from there den must walk veri long den reach...
And some more mai daddy need to work de nxt day worx haix... so ke lian and no wonder I love them so much hahas...
so as mai baobei jiejie and lastly of cos all mai baobei & darlings frenzzz ^^ MUACKS! MUACK! MUACKS!

Wao lao 2day do de hot cakes veri tu lan lor! bleahx...
I don noe de freezes both side shelves got containers of hot cakes mah den I got to the big frige there take from de boxes den went back one of de aunty there scold mi sia said tht inside there till got hot cakes mah why euu go take de new wan and still veri freeze and quite hard lor and cannot totally cook den tht time mai face turn black lor so angry lor how I noe there still got sia arrr!!!! so angry... Sian sia 2moro and tuesday still got work lor CB sia bleah...

Haha 2day so happy sia learn how to make/cook hot cakes worx haha so scare tht all de hot cakes will be in mai stomach sia hahas cos smell veri de nice lor and some more I mani mani years nv eat hot cakes le lor... so wish tht 2moro can do de same thing lor hahas :P
Arrrr!!!! so long nv see laogong le lor and oso nv msg him sia so miss him lor T-T
but nvm laogong is already in mai heart hahas bleah... MUACKS!

Haix ytd got nag by daddy sia cos use his phone msg till 600 plus msg worx den ytd laogong msg mi I don dare to repeat lor feel so bad sia cant reply him and cant msh with him... T-TSiao sia just now at hall ass really veri de borin and damn sian lor I almost all de time sleepin sia hahas... den shi yu keep wake mi up called mi chat with her hahas cos she oso veri sian lor but I veri blur lor dots -_-!!!

oh ya 2day in sch something veri interesting happen worx hahas:P
2day aft mornin ass paulyn and lynn go take de left which they cant den they stuck in there for bout 30mins sia so ke lian but lucky they didnt get punish lor hahas cos the teachers said tht they have already been punish and it mean tht they been punish by chrapped inside de lift for veri long...

Just now go home from mai hse block stairscase there saw one bird... tink de bird injure de leg lor ke lian sia den I tell mai mummy den she oso rush out and see den I go tak bread and water for de bird to eat but de bird nv move sia den I said die liao ar den mummy said no lah cos de bird donn wanna move is bcos we are there den I jiu said we quickly went back lor...
Yeah! so happy 2moro got work sia hahas but start from 5pm sia so late den work till 10pm...Sat work 9pm to 1pm den sun oso got work... time same as sat hahasGTG lah... I wan go eat mai lunch le hahas^^

Wah lao 2day is damn de tired during lesson time feel like sleepin or but cannot sia haix den till reach home eat le and bathe le jiu go sleep hahas...
Cos ytd got work mah 3pm to 10pm actually is 9pm de but since paulyn work till 10pm den I jiu pei her lor hahas... Ydt Paulyn, Ying Jing and mi work 2gether lor den is damn de busy lor and I ydt learn how to cook de fries hahas finally can le cookin de liao ^^
But de fries basket veri heavy lor den mai hand now till veri de pain haix...

Tot ydt can meet laogong de lor but at de end don have cos aftnoon I no time den he night cant come out and he quarrel with his mummy haix... i not really sure what happen but I think is he ask if he night can come out a not bahx...
So sian lor don noe if 2moro wanna go CCA a not sia...

Hahas quite long nv post le worx :P so happy lor got another person gave mi birthday present hahas she is not some one she is mai DARLIN MARMIE[shi yu]^^ hehe...
She gave mi a piglet tht I wan it quite long le and she bought it sia OMG! hahas...
Shi Yu Thank You so much for de present!^^ MUACKS!!!

Today feel veri de tired sia but don noe why don feel like sleepin lor hahas... Ytd I oso got work...
9am to 2pm...
Today veri de dots sia -_-!!! I late for work bout 25mins leh OMG!!! luckily Terence[one of de MAC Manager] nv scold mi sia but can see tht he abit not happy lah :P But sure 100% won have nxt time le hahas...

YEAH! Finally weekdays can work le hahas waited for this day veri veri de long liao hahas^^
They said weekdays don really have much ppl den some more the ppl they can train mi YES! hahas^^ I going siao le^^

Haix... 2day in sch still de same lor tired sleep in class and 2gether with shi yu again...
2day recess time the queue every time so long den our turn to buy food lor den mi and shi yu bought de food tht we wan de den wanna go eat liao den we see them all sit liao den no place for us le den we decide to sit outside and eat lor cos we total have 9 sisters mah den if all sit 2gether veri squeeze, veri hot and so veri uncomfortable to eat...

This 2days in sch mi and shi yu chatted bout mani sad, disappointed and angry things lor den we chat till we sian lor den feel like sleeping sia hahas...
Den we change subject worx she said find one day go to K-BOX sia hahas she so cute lor :P
But I need some days to save $$$ worx marmie[shi yu]^^ hahas... I will go K-BOX with euu the 100% hahas but till oso need see when got time worx hahas...

Dots lor today in sch is veri de damn tired and really de sian sia... the whole day in sch is like only mi and shi yu go to sch sia hahas don noe why lor and oso we today didn't talk veri with the others sister sia -_-!!!

Don noe why feel like this lor and in class quite mani of the lesson I was sleeping or resting mai head on the table worx hehe^^ ...
I so scare I this year will retain lor cos this year don really feel like studying lor haix...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIIAOYANQQ [MI]^^ !!! HAHAS...

Hahas waited for this day veri de long sia :P
2day work 9am to 1pm plus actually is 1pm de den the new manager called to to go clean de window AGAIN sia I 2day clean the window bout 4 to 5 times sia hand so the tired hahas...
Den finally end le I go eat lor with Ailin^^
den bout 2pm plus liao den is Paulyn and Ying Jing turn tht de manager don let them off lor so bad wan sia and still got one malay gal she oso don let her off sia de her face turn really de black sia OMG veri de fierce worx...

Just now Ying Jing called mi sia ask mi whether if 2moro can request work mah cos I 2moro no work den mai parent said cannot and called mi stay at home and rest lor den feel so sorry lor...
YING JING SRY WORX=(

Hahas later going to eat cake le worx^^ feel like eating de whole cake sia :P
Don noe wat cake mai parent bought sai so excited lor hahas^^
This year finally got different people give mi birthday present worx hahas so wish this year can get mani but nvm lah at least got one present hahas^^
Thx guys for all de wishers and present! MUACKS!

Wah seh 2day really de tired sia hahas... morning go for CIP bout 1pm plus den reach home worx...
Actually wanna go out with mai frenz celebrate birthday de but mai marmie sunddenly cannot go den we cancel le lor marmie so ke lian got punch by her daddy sia...
Marmie don said lah cheer up okie^^ MUACKS!

Later bout 5pm must reach Pasir Ris interchange cos uncle Dominic ask mi and mai family if we wanna go his fren BBQ party bahx I tink den we decided to go lor hahas...
But feel like sleeping lor haix and 2moro need go work sia from 9am to 1pm hahas finally can start work le YEAH! but veri tired worx I wan go sleep but no time liao dots -_-!!!
2moro mai birthday still need work hahas...

Hahas 2day first day go training so fun sia hahas... I from morning 8am work till 12pm^^ at there not feelin tired lor but reach home le feel really de tired sia don feel like doin anything lor jus wanna rest on de bed hahas...

2day at there do lobby sia dots Ailin they said do tht wan veri tired but I don tink so worx hahas veri fun lor :P
Den 12pm le Terence manager called mi to find one place at near the lobby there there cos he wanna talk to mi den I was like a bit scare he won hire mi sia....
but at the end he got hire mi sia I really de so happy lor finally got job to do le YEAH!
He wrote a list of things tht I need to do and bring on Thursday de and he gave mi the $12 for 2day salaries but I spent it sai haix... -_-!!! so regret lor T~T
Nvm one day I will earn back de hahas^^

XIIAOYANQQ... JIAYOU! JIAYOU! ^^

Hahas 2moro mornin goin to mac train le yeah!^^
During the interview I was like feelin a bit nervous lah actually hehe... the manager bahx i tink hehe said le a lot of things but I forget bout quarter of it worx dots hahas and I just noe tht need to wear black shock and shoe den the apnt and shirt they are givin it to mi 2moro, hope it look nice on mi hahas bleah...

Luckily 2moro Ailin and Ying Jing oso work at 9am or else I will goin alone le sia hahas...
2moro train from 9am to 1pm leh hahas so excited lor^^ :P
Diao just now at home cant find any black shoe lor don noe wat to do sia haix...
Den find one dark blue de shoes don noe if can a not lor den if cant need to wear mai jiejie NP shoes le worx dots... -_-!!!
They said need go injection for...erm... not sure lah hehe... den let mi train for 4 wks bahx den see aft tht if they wanna use mi a not den will add tht 4wk of trainin work salaries hahas...

I am workin on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday and Sunday hahas... but the time I`m not really sure yet worx hehe...

I tink I goin siao liao hahas cause later afternoon goin Mac interview hahas yeah finally can do Job le but hope de manger will hire mi lor hahas^^
But i haven decide wanna which day do and do wat time til wat time worx dots.... hahas....

T~T SO ANGRY!!!!! T~T
Just now get scold by mai daddy lor cos I tht time in hospitalize mah den discharge le den go x-Ray bout 2 to 3 times den mai daddy scold mi why I nv write letter to the doctor said decrease the bill cos all total up bout almost $200 den only called the doc write mai letter only for not to take nafa test...Dots lor how I noe wat to do sia so angry lor! T~T
So hate tis kind of feelings lor BLEAH!!!

Haix... nxt week need go back CCA le so sian lor... on Wednesday and Friday from 2.30pm to 6.30 or 7pm siao wan lor so late!...
Sian lor actually de coming Friday going out with mai baobei JieJie de den how I noe tht Idoit Raj called mi to go back CCA aft week 2 lor...
Feel so sry and sad lor cos I promise her tht I will go Bugis with her to buy things se but... haix....
JIE SRY LEHX.... T~T

The coming saturday morning need go Old Folks Home for CIP till 12pm plus den mai frenz and I are meeting at 2pm bahx not sure at where worx... hahas :P
We are going to eat alot of food worx hahas sure will have fun de YEAH!^^
Thx so much to all mai frenz for celebratin mai birthday with mi MUACKS!
FRENZ FOREVER!^^ ...

I WAN CHANGE SCH!!! T~T [I`M SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

Wat de hell lor sia de shit/hell sch hor [can]make mi wanna die, vomit blood and jump down from high building lor so irritating, childish and ** de lor...
2day go detention so de dots sia... cant talk and sleep nia do our work quietly worx and den before goin home tht time de I was damn de angry sia wanna kill and beat de DM lor... Don noe why tis sch so de SUCKS!!!
Mai fringe already clip up le lor den mai side a bit drop out only lor and de DM said " Gal why ur hair is droppin out!"...
Den I was like WTF lor a bit only leh! JUS A BIT ONLY lor DM! ai yo yo~...
Feel like goin kick their butts lor! bleah... Den 2moro still got sia and nxt wed oso lor...

Haix... dots lor nxt wk is mai birthday liao le and still haven decide go where worx haha... Tink goin some where de hawker center buy mani mani de food den we all share and eat bahx hahas...

Ytd no sch cos got e-learnin so sian and trouble some sia hahas den I any how do worx^^
Den bout 12pm plus jiu go take bus 161 to causeway there meet Shi Yu, Ying Jing, Lynn and Ailin...They at Time Zone playin sia...

Aft tht we go buy drink and ice cream den mai three baobei jiu need go home le haix... jus reach bout 20 mins need said BB to them sia hahas...
Den left mi and shi yu again worx dots... Aft tht we go walk walk lor den decided to go YOSHI eat haha so delicious sia tht is mai 2nd time eatin worx haha bleah... And shi yu work there hahas den veri funny sia we sit at one corner chat and said quite a lot of jokes and funny things lor... ^^
Den bout 20 or 30 mins we jiu go buy food eat le veri full sia till cant put anything inside our mouth le worx haha...

Wah Seh 2day mornin wake up I veri de angry sia cos mai phone put alarm 5.45pm sia PM leh den mai jie phone 6.15am and it ring le den I wake up and mai Jie ask mi A... euu 2day don hav sch ar?... den I was like dots and diao lor I was oso like OMG! sia hahas...
Den late for de breakfast xpress CIP when de time I reach there le shi yu is already in sch le worx tht mean I was quite late sia haix...
But jus now evenin de alarm I put AM leh ^^hahas so don need scare late liao hehe...

2day aft sch go hougang mall with Fiona den awhile le ah yong called mi and said tht he end sch le worx den I was -_-!!! cos ytd he said he 2.10pm den end sch mah aft tht go bugis buy bag lor! I was so de happy worx finally got new bag le and is not sling de hahas^^ YEAH!!!

So confuse sia 12th July I not really sure where mai frenz all wanna go worx hahas... but 2day in class finally decided go eat steamboat le hahas at Boon Keng bahx cos actually is at marine bay de but they shift to boon keng le...
But I not really de sure who goin sia haix... Bois I don noe but I only noe shi yu, lynn, ying jing jeslyn and mayb fiona and ailin lor... so sad haix... hahas...

SIAN LOR 2moro got de SHIT DETENSION arrrr!!! idoit sch bleah... wanna burn burn de sch down so tht can go to JieJie sch hahas^^
2moro, thurday and nxt wed got detension lor waste mai time only nv go CCA mah so... haix don how how to said lah and don wanna said hahas...