Hi! morning hahas just wake up =P
Don know why do tired sia hahas... Yesterday 1pm den go sleep cos work till 11pm den go home but actually is 9pm jiu can end work le cos not enough crew so jiu extend till 11pm lor hahas...
Reach home le bathe liao jiu bout 12am le den I drink some soup den read newspaper den listen to music to wait for 1am cos wanna watch mai xiiaozhuu! ^^ hahas...

Dots morning bout 8am plus plus mac manager call mai home sia cos mai handphone is off mah den they wanna mi go work den mai mummy said I sleeping den later need go see doctor/appointment....
That why I today off mah or else I already went for work loh hahas....
T.T I don wan go lah later need stay in hospital again sia ai yo~ so trouble some lor...
Haix hope everything will be fine lor ....

Hmm... I wonder how mai yandao now?! hahas quite miss him lor =P
Hope he feelinq better bahx and before euu leave must come and see us worx! ^^
God bless euu!...

Dots.... so sad sia thought can buy xiiaozhuu new album de but haix... $30.95 sia cant afford so much T.T ai yo~ wanna cry liao lah! Den I jiu nv buy lor I bought Rainie new album haha.... haix hope can faster buy xiaozhu album lor....

K lah got to go le BB! ^^ MUACKS~!!!
Hahas just bathe finish feel so fresh =P
End work at 2.15pm den jiu rest awhile den jiu come home le^^
Cos wanna go out with JieJie hahas or else I sure will stay at there de lor cos come home oso nth to do and rather at there work [FOC] ....

Haix... sad lor erm... actually not sad lah should be... heart pain lor T.T
Ke lian de yantao[yihao] so sick lor he face look quite pale sia haix call euu take good care of urself and now euu sick worx ai yo~ drink more water lah nowadays de weather not really good ^^ so... hope euu recover soon den ^O^

So happy sia got another ppl give mi present again larh ^^ Thx so much worx Feng Ming I love it veri veri much lor it look so pretty and amazing hahas....
K lah jiu post till here lah ^^ BB le hahas...
Yan Tao~! ^^ Euu are de best take care lah ! ...
Hahas eveninq everyone! ^^
Just finish bathinq don know just now wat time reach home sia think... is bout 9pm++ bahx =P hahas... Morning 9am start work hahas^^
Haix... I rather work better den stayinq at home cos... I feel so lonely at home every time.... no body cares mi....
If care they care wan always is... $$$... so... Stayinq at home not see their face every time black wan is jiu not happy with anythinq just blame on mi or scold/said mi so I rather work or stay outside till bout eveninq den go home.....
Haix.... mai life really gettinq veri veri de **** really hope it will get better not worst...
I hope can find someone or someone who can hear mi talk bout mai feeling...

K lah don talk bout mai thing le...
Got one more sad thing lor... is that mai YANTAO[yihao] is leaving T.T
YanTao[yihao]~!!! will miss him de lor haix... sad lah! sad lah!
Although he everytime said mi and Miao Miao is together which I hate to hear that and some more really lor he not mai boifren lah ai yo~ -_-!!!
He mai brother lah haix...
Really lor... really don wanna him leave sia I rather he every time said mi better den see euu leave lor......
Dots I 100% will cry de lah... Monday... is his last day at RVM le lor T.T

To:YanTao [YIHAO!] ^^
Ai yo~ sad that euu leavinq lor haix...
Take care urself hor ^^
Will miss euu de lah... And will miss ur nagginq too! [=P]
Free must come and visit us leh must hor! T.T
Euu leave le sure got ppl bully mi de sia hahas jokinq lah ^^
K lah really.... tak care den ^^ will miss euu =P
KEEP IN TOUCH WORX! ^^
<><> 哎哟~舍不得你走啦 T.T <><>

2moro work 9am again hahas till 2pm after that go bugis with JieJie cos she wanna buy things ^^
Jie thx leh for lending $$$ buy xiaozhu and rainie album TT hahas
2moro will sure 100% buy this two album de cos I waited quite lonq le hahas... FINALLY!!! yeah~!!! ^O^
K lah jiu post till here le bahx nth else to add on le ^^

Lables:
想要一个幸福美满的家, 是需要复出很多的...
想要 家人/别人 快乐/开心 只会让自己...更加痛苦....
很多人都说... 好心有好报... 可是命运... 只能自己掌握
也是别人无法控制你的未来..................... T~T
OMG! Christmas just like that pass sia hahas....
Pai seh this few days quite busy so no time to post hahas dots damn tired lor haix.... now still feeling quite sleepy man T.T

Wednesday.... [CHRISTMAS EVE~!!!]
Work 8am in the morning.... actually 1pm jiu can go home le den haix how I know yantao [yihao] wanna extend mi till 4pm hahas den of cos I nv reject lah ^^
He oso go home at that time hahas den I jiu do FOC till around 6.3opm bahx...
Cos no crew mah erm.... not don have lah is just that they haven come in and their time is not up yet so I jiu continue working lor but Ping Ping manage to give mi OT hahas yeah! =P
I go home le jiu bathe liao go kovan with mummy cos i wanna buy some thing but fail to find it sia so sad haix.... Den we jiu go hougang mall wanna buy present but they de service SUCKS man and some more nth to but sia ai yo~
So we go eat mac lor till 10++ while waiting for mai daddy to come cos he end work le mah den we jiu go home le lor^^

~~~ End of Mai Wednesday! =P ~~~

Thursday... [CHRISTMAS DAY!!! yeah^^]
Which is yesterday work at morning 8am too till erm... actually is 2pm de but too mani crew liao so handsome [Terence] kept asking who wanna go home early so I jiu request myself hahas =P
Cos nth to do sia almost every station got more den one crew sia and no service some more wanna open line 2 worx ai yo~....
Den go home straight away lor bathe liao eat some mummy cook wan^^ so nice! hahas....
Den jiu rush out buy present for all mai cutie at plaza singapura de more than words shop hahas den sister[adele] they all kept ask mi go den I jiu fake said I don know if I can go anot lor and that time I already bought all mai present le and I wanna giv them surprise mah hahas...
So I go buy chocolate den jiu go Punggol End! the place where they having BBQ den before that I called Sister said I can go but don tell anyone of them but she tell Fredrick hahas cos he is the hoster so nvm ^^
Den while we two were walkinh towards de BBQ pit I told Sister that actually I already can go for de BBQ le just that wanna give euu all surprise then her expression was so cute lor hahas...
Den Xinyi and Lisa was quite happy to see mi which they come and hug mi hahas... so cute lor =P
Sry lah guys~ Hope euu all like de present bahx^^
Xinyi thx for the present worx^^

Hahas yesterday were so fun lor till I bout 11pm den go home hahas....
Haix sian lor later going school buy books liao T.T don feel like going worx haix no choice who call I today OFF!

Miao Miao~....
Next time don do wrong things again lah don be silly le....
Be honest is de best choice ^^
Haha xiiaoyanqq back to post lah hahas finally can use com le ^^
Dots today damn tired lor T-T
Yesterday bout 2am den sleep worx den morning bout 9.10am plus switch on mai phone see time den saw one msg "Can euu come to work? Pls reply asap [Terence]".... Den I was like -_-!!! den jiu wake up prepare everything jiu rush down le... Den I forgot to do one thing lor MAI BREAKFAST!~~~ I forgot to eat sia T.T Den I don care le jiu rush down lor den haix.... how I know gastric again and stomach ache some more don know why lor T.T Dots WHO IS IT! Who the one report to YanTao[Yihao] worx bout mai injury during doing green bin on sunday ai yo~ I really wonder who is it sia haix..... T.T Ask YanTao [Yihao] and Handsome [Terence] they just said they hear from some one and some one told them JIU SHI don wanna tell mi the name worx ai yo funny sia nvm de mah but really lor veri hao qi who is it sia haix....

Diao why euu all wanna mi go to de BBQ so much worx??? Cutie Xinyi euu haven tell mi the 20 reason why I should go worx!? hahas =P Ai yo okie lah really will try mai best to go de just need to see mai parent lor cos... euu all know de lah [mai illness ^^] And some more that day I work till 2pm den mai parent scare I will be too tired so... hope that day I really can go bahx^^

Dots... mai wrist injury still quite pain sia T.T
Don know if wanna see doctor anot sia haix.... later need spent $$$ forget it bahx just take some mec oil and rub den ^^ Dots lor working time hor service in it pain den nth to do veri free no feeling lor wat the.... haix... just hope won get worst bahx^^ hahas...

2moro will be a veri busy and more tiring day for mi cos.... after work le go home bathe and change le need go out buy things I think alone bahx haix sad lah hahas...
Buy CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ^^ TWO MORE DAYS! just two more days to.... CHRISTMAS! ^o^ MUAHAHAHA~!!! .... =P

<> [ If euu don like mi, euu hate mi or don like to see mi just said okie!? No need to give mi that stupid face wan mah! I oso have feeling de hor... Said harlo to euu nv give mi any expression and take mi as invisible some more!... Is euu de one who start first NOT MI so the one who don wanna see euu should be mi! Some more euu said we can be frens de den see euu/meet euu le euu like this treat mi! Is like this the way which euu call FRENS!??? Wat a RUBBISH euu have man.... I treat euu as mai good fren and oso treat euu good and yet euu treat mi like a stranger/enemy haix.... "Euu and her is den de best match.... Really hope euu can love her forever and treat her good^^ I believe she is truly and 100% really love euu more den euu love her" Gal... I just wanna tell euu DON REGRET!!! BOY! don make her sad or else euu watch out den ! =P ] <>

Lables:
羅志祥~ 永远爱你哦^^ 你是我生命中永远的宝贝! 永远的...真命天子! ...


Hey Morning! ^O^
hoho ^^ three more days to CHRISTMAS lah YEAH!~ =P
Like so long nv celebrate christmas liao hahas...
Dots today don feel like wake up so early de lor den think of posting jiu manage to wake up and post lor hahas....
Yesterday after work le jiu rush home cos JieJie wan mi go out with her buy things lor but at the end haix.... nv buy anything sia....
Funny lor every time go the same place, do the same thing and some more eat the same thing sia -_-!!! haix.... hahas....
Den we bout 10 plus den reach home lor I actually wanna buy rainie album de but there sell de don have de poster which I saw at CD-Drama de and some more more expensive sia $20 ++ ai yo~.... hahas I 2moro OFF so
going out with JieJie buy hahas after that wait for xiaozhu wan ^^

Dots.... MIAO MIAO I thought euu don wan/no need mi company euu go buy demah!? Said euu know where haix..... I not free this few days worx cos christmas is COMING!!! ^^ hahas.... bleah......

To: J.Y !
I found mai answer le......
I think we be frens bahx......
I really think that I really cant contiune with euu anymore so... hope euu choose to give up and..... don waste ur time on some thing don worth euu le...
Don be sad alright we are still fren^^
Although we cant be couple but still can be frens right!? ^^
Unless... euu really hate mi den I don force euu but... I really don wish to lose one fren which I know since pri.sch. de and de only guy know mi well de so...
hope euu reply mi soon bahx....

Guys! [RVM frens]....
Christmas that day.... everything is cancel cos mi and Adele sister have thing going on and hav some reason so euu all go enjoy urself, with ur frens/family bahx....
Dots lor mai wound getting worst sia.... yesterday priya call mi go do green bin worx den I wanna change the bin mah.... Take out the old wan den put the new wan den I don wanna block ppl way mah den I jiu move in abit lor den how I know I done everything le wanna get up liao mai wrist hit the corner sharp thing sia den the feel is like OMG! cant really know how to said it just know that is damn pain bout like knife poke through mi lor.... T~T
Den now walk got quite abit problem lor .... mai right leg cant walk properly T~T
Haix.... trouble some sia dots lor later don know how am I going to work sia haix....

Okie lah today jiu post till here lah nth else to add on le ^^ BB! MUACKS~

Lables : 不属于你的 永远不是你的, 再苦等下去 只会让你更痛苦...
Dots.... feeling so uncomfortable sia haix....
After work bout 2.10pm actually till 1pm de den YiHao extend mi to 2pm lor hahas....
Den still de same lah every morning nv eat anything den gastric pain lor =P
After end work I eat a bit den rest a while jiu come home le I bathe liao den jiu go sleep liao till 6pm sharp sia hahas.....
Haix... sick liao sia don know y worx de whole day feeling not so good.... nvm hahas...

CHRISTMAS COMING!!! yeah! hahas ^^
So wish that day can have a lot of fun with frens lor hahas and can buy the thing I wan is ALBUM! =P I wan! I wan! I wan it!!! ^^ hahas....
Dots don know that day wanna go where play lor hahas....
2moro work 9am to 5pm or maybe 6 or 7pm worx cos some times they don have enough crew actually I oso don mind de lah ^^ hahas...

Haix dots lor just now wake up eat two slice bread with ham den now don feel like eatin anything liao lor dots sia feel like vomit lor T-T
Better drink more water hahas....
K lah jiu post till here bahx^^
Back to post 2moro! BB lah MUACKS~! =P
HO HO... CONGRATULATION !!!
To JieJie, Feng Ming and Fredrick worx^^ hahas.....
^O^ just eaten mai breakfast jiu come and post lah ^^

OMG! I yesterday watch mai favorite show [100% Entertainment] night show de at 1pm worx.... I...I.... if I yesterday nv watch I don know how long I had not watch that show le lor I miss XIAOZHUUUUU~ so much lor T-T
OMGGGG!!!! he still so handsome lor he now have new hair style le for his new album wah seh more handsome liao lor hahas =P
Really lor veri long nv watch all de show/drama that I wan/like de worx haix....
See lah work work work every time work till euu wanna do ur own things oso really cant ai yo yo ^^ hahas... MUACKS~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haix... BBQ again lah^^
I oso wanna hav BBQ worx but just so unlucky that Adele sister there de pit others ppl already book long long ago loh...
Nvm! frens don worry we will try our best de so just wait for us bahx hahas...

Dots....
mai this JieJie ar ai yo cant find her things again worx hahas so cute sia ^^ [=P]
Just now cant find her work name tag den ask mi How ar? how ar?
den I ask her when she put den she point to de bag den i jiu check for her den ....
Funny lor I can find it she cant -_-!!! ai yo~ hahas....

Dots still thinking of mai xiaozhu ^^ hahas =P
Today I 100% wanna watch on time at 5pm on channel U haha
Really lor he's mai life for sure ^O^
Okie lah post till here lah cos... nth else to said lah =P hahas BB! ^^


Lables: 羅志祥...你永远是我们的最爱, 我们的骄傲, 也是我们的.... 完美型男!

BAD NEWS!!! T-T haix...

ARRR!!!.......... GUYS!...... CHALET CANCEL LIAO T-T
Sry lah cos no pit for us le really lor sian liao haix....
So that day BBQ party change to Christmas outing le ^^ hahas
If euu are interested pls inform mi worx THX! ^^
That day we will go out watch movie, walk walk, play play and mani mani things lah till night okie mah!? hahas....

I nth to do jiu on com and post lor =P
Diao later got work at 3pm till 9pm worx haix sure will tired till mai eye cant open cos later need do house work worx T-T
Haix... diao so wish that Christmas that day I can afford buy all the things that I wan lor ><" hope so bahx^^ ......



This three [top photo] album is the mostly I wan de haix... really wish lor....
Can buy for myself Christmas Present ^^
Hope will come true hahas =P

I love them so much lor especially Luo Zhi Xiang ^^
OMG lor! he so handsome and cute You Mei You hahas....
He veri xiao shun lor treat his parent veri good and of cos his FANS too! ^^ hahas
No wonder so mani ppl support him^O^
He is really worth it for us to support so as some others too....
T-T OMG! so wish that I can see him in personal lor close up de lah haix.....
If he got come to singapore for autograph I 100% sure wan go don care if mai parent scold mi! haha =P

K lah today jiu post till here lah^^ BB!
HI! Morning ^O^
Hahas pai seh sia yesterday nv post =P
Cos reach home bout 11pm le cos work till 9pm but got quite alot of customers den jiu work till bout 9.20pm ++ lor den I jiu end work den Lisa called mi wait for her den I jiu wait den meanwhile mi and her oso wait for Adele sister till 10pm ++ den we all chat till bout 10.30pm ++ lah and got miao miao & de PSP shop de xiao di ^^

Den today going to meet some of the BBQ members at mac there 2pm talk bout of cos is BBQ lor hahas...
Haix busy liao sia =P don noe if can manage anot lor haix.... hahas

Dots I wanna buy all de album lah !!! T~T
Ai yo~ dots daddy don allow mi take $$$ worx I wanna CRY liao lah T~T
I really wish to buy/have it lor!!!!!!
And oso wanna share/save $$$ buy laptop with JieJie ^^ hahas....
And oso hope by new year got quite some $$$ to buy sofa for daddy/family and some other thing daddy and mummy need de haix.... Den mai things that I wanna buy de need to delay till don know when le T~T haix....
Dots.... who call that they are mai family/parent ^^
PPl only live once in a life time so must CHERISH! ^^ hahas...

Ai yo frens~ I not going to the BBQ!? euu sure mah??? hahas...
Euu all don wan mi go ar I okie de =P hahas joking lah...
I present already buy liao loh if I don go den I am a idiot sia haha ^^
So euu all who wanna go jiu faster inform us cos this saturday is everything dead line liao including de $$$ ....
Or else we really need to cancel everything le I'm serious hor!

K lah wanna go eat breakfast lah ^^
BB! MUACKS! =P
Happy Birthday to euu~
Happy Birthday to euu~
Happy Birthday to uncle Dominic~
Happy Birthday to euu!!!~

Hahas... Happy Birthday worx Uncle ^^
Ai yo you lao yi sui liao still haven find girlfriend ar!? =P hahas
Wish euu all de best and good luck for ur future bahx! ^O^

Haix... T~T feel like crying T~T

I oso don wan like that de mah and no need everyday like that said mi de mah I oso got feeling de hor!... T~T
Kept saying I .... Euu all think I really wan de meh!?
Kill mi den I live in this world oso not worth it!!!
No need bout money quarrel every time.... haix.... life getting more sucks and sucks !

Dots... I now feeling veri down the past tense MAGDALENE had already gone long long ago! I... I don know who am I now! T~T
WHY! Why must all this kind of things happen to mi....
All ppl tell mi Hao Ren You Hao Bao! But I don think it is...
Make all de ppl around mi smile and happy everyday is mai job cos no ppl wanna see black/sad faces right!? ^^
I really hope that I can have smile everyday and don have any matter to think forever and solve...
Haix... now.... just only can.... wait and..... live one day pass one day thats all wat life is...................

K lah nth else to post le thats all I today can post bout mai feeling le....
Got to update mai blog lah ^^
Harlo! ^^ hahas finally got chance to use com liao =P
YING JING! Happy Birthday worx hahas ^^
Stay pretty and cute hor ^O^
Today end work den bout 3pm plus jiu reach home le den I go bathe le den go sleep till 6.30pm plus...
Dots lor I think I only sleep for 2 hours sia cos mai family they all watching TV den de volume quite loud till i cant really sleep den I thought I got sleep but just only that mai eye cant open and is damn de tired hahas...

Den I jiu wake up lor....
After that go out with JieJie go AMK Hub walk walk till bout 10pm liak this reach home diao sad lor actually wanna go there de library borrow books de but too late liao den we jiu go eat MAC [again -_-!!!] hahas =P
After that we jiu go walk here walk there lor hahas.... sian lor bleah...

Haix... 2moro work 8am to 2pm...
Lisa change with mi de i oso don know why think wanna work with xinyi they all bahx hahas^^
Actually I don mind change with anyone de just that need to let mi know bout it jiu okie le hahas...
But work morning oso good lah hahas cos can go home early mah =P
But need wake up early worx! T~T
Don know if 2moro I can wake up a not sia hahas...

^O^ k lah 2day jiu post till here lah! ^^
Good Nite bahx...
HI! Afternoon ^^
hahas... dots weather so hot man T~T ....
Haix sian lor today no work so boring worx... Den morning bout 9am plus plus all wake mi up call mi go out walk walk and eat breakfast den I jiu wake up lor and some more I veri tired and sleepy sia... -_-!!!
Nvm cos veri de long nv family outing liao hahas^^

Frens... SRY!!!
Don angry lehx.... I really cant join euu all cos I hav some thing I need to settle and oso cos of one thing...
Hope euu all can understand ^^
Ai ya without mi euu all oso can enjoy de mah right!? hahas...

Hey! one more thing hor....
LISA & XINYI euu two ar so naughty and cute de lor...
Ai yo~ don keep said I still like ur shifu T~T
<> I DON LIKE HIM, HE IS MAI FREN! -_-!!!
<>
He already hav some one le don spoil them lah ^^
I know euu all concern mi THX!
And I know euu all wanna know who I like but....
I really cant tell euu all who is it cos....
I only can keep him deep down in mai heart and....
love/like him secretly!....
Thats all I can do....
cos I don wanna hav a relationship again love does hurt mi...

To.... [euu know de ^^]
I reject euu is because I don wanna hurt euu and don wan see euu waste all ur time on some thing tht is not worth it so.... don feel sad alright!?^^
I know how euu feel I oso past tense!!!
I can totally understand and... I only can said.... hope euu recover soon bahx!...
And still got one more reason why i wanna reject euu is because....
I.... really don wanna have a new relationship again cos...
I don wanna be thrown away like a rubbish again and left alone!
<> I HATE LONELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <>
And euu not mai type so give up is ur good choice ^^
So... good luck for ur future den! ^O^

Labels: CHERISH & LOVE.... Is Imoportant In life.....
[Don Miss It!.... once in a life time.......................................]
Just bathe finish hahas feel so fresh =P
Diao end work at 6.30pm T~T damn tired worx.... Actually can 5pm jiu go home le but den Liza ask if I can extend den I don wanna reject her and some more that moment don really have enough crew so i jiu extend lor haha^^

Today so happy sia finally can see some I miss and veri long time nv see de....
Of cos is mai sis Adele lah^^
Dots lor so miss her sia and she cut her hair worx LOOK MORE CUTE LOR!!! ^O^
So as XinYi, Lisa, Feng Ming, Monkey, Shawn, Lu Bin and some more hahas...

Back to BBQ again lah... Dots sia euu all said wanna have BBQ de den I said okie who plan den euu all said together den at the end everything push to mi T~T haix...
I not so free de leh I veri busy worx...

Questions & Answer...
<>Euu all wanna invite who oso can but must paid $$$ jiu can liao erm... not I $$$ face hor is just that scare not enough food, $$$ or wat lor ^^

<>$$$ mah... Euu all just paid as much as euu can lor ^^
maximum $20 or more...
minimum $8 to $15 ...

Adele euu just help mi go book the pit jiu can le den book liao and settle le inform mi bahx thx!!! ^O^
The rest... euu all just paid mi as soon as possible by this month 20th and remember to buy one present for that night exchange gift! ^^
And inform and confirm with mi who going by 18th...

Frens! don worry^^
I will tell euu all who euu will exchange present with de so... inform mi who are joining as soon as possible jiu can liao hahas! thx lah! ^^

Dots lor 2moro sure will be the whole day sian for mi de lor cos...
2MORO NO WORK FOR xiiaoyanqq!!! T~T
Diao nvm lah I oso wanna rest hahas... and some more I getting sick liao lor T~T [-_-!!!] haix...

K lah need go rest and oso eat mai dinner lah ^^ BB! =P
^O^ Hahas... Morning! =P
Today 8.40am wake up -_-!!!
Actually can sleep till 9am de cos!.... mai mummy early morning do washing and cleaning so noisy den I jiu wake up liao dots.... hahas

Haix... this few days feel sad and don know wat to do sia T~T
Got one guy lah hate him sia flirt lor keep on calling mi! STOP CALLING MI!!!
Euu this.... bleah....
I already told euu I don like euu and I only treat euu as mai close fren....
Euu this evil! Euu disturbing mai life!

Euu said euu really truly love mi more den other ppl....
OH! come on lah this sentence don know euu said to how mani gals liao pls lah change ur sentence lah hor euu not sian I hear le oso sian liao!!!
She den is ur true love NOT MI OKIE!?
She love euu so much and euu treat her like that euu this evil don know wat to said sia!.... haix....

Don know wat euu thinking lor she so pretty, kind and cute just everything better den mi don know why euu treat her like this sia!!!
Euu better think through properly I tell euu! Don regret !!!
And mai heart already have someone le I veri love him!
and keep him deep deep in mai heart so euu don have any hope/chance 0.01% oso don have!!!
So... really... give up bahx! ^^
I and euu... only fren relationship thx!...

Frens don worry is not the person euu all thinking de ^^
Not Jian Yong or Alvin Cheng and most of cos is not monkey lah hahas...
Don know why this world got this kind of ppl sia and some more the gal so poor thing sia hope she can recover soon and find a 100% better guy den him ^^ alright!?

Haix.... hahas okie lah back to the BBQ thing again lah ^^
Guys! Hope euu all that day don work till so late lah if got pls try and go change with someone ^O^
like that day we can have more fun and get more close[know more bout each other]...
And really de $$$ ans confirm must give by this month 20 thx! ^O^

I feel that mai life now is really veri SUCKS!
I wan de I cant have it/reach it WHY!?
WHY MAI LIFE SO .... T~T
Harlo! ^^
Today working so happy and funny sia hahas....
I punch in le go do runner for counter 12 which is Norwani counter den she said she having competition with Preeya aee who take the most order....
At the end still Preeya win hahas.... she got 55 order den we have 51 ai yo so close lor -_-!!! hahas... Between me all laughing, playing, joking.... so de fun sia ^O^

Just now view through some blogs... Dots T~T ... bout the BBQ again sia haix....
If Christmas that day really cant take off den we jiu before Christmas celebrate lor?!
But euu all must really before this month 20 confirm with mi den paid $$$ so that won delay anything...
Remember to prepare exchange gift present worx! ^^ hahas...

Invited to the BBQ:
Xinyi, Lisa, Li Yang, Joanna, Adele,
Alvin, Shawn, Fredrick, Jonathan, Lu Bin, Zhu Lei, Kumar, Darren, James,
JieJie, Yu Jia, Xiu Qin...
Hope euu all can try ur veri best to come and enjoy this coming Christmas! ^O^

Ai yo shawn... ^^
Don worry lah won call euu exchange with gals de....
gal will exchange with gal den boi will exchange with boi de so... prepare a present that is suitable for boi de bahx ^^ or euu wanna change with Adele =P hahas... joking lah!
K lah don disturb euu lah =P
But if really less den 15 den really cant held the BBQ...

Haix... Miao Miao euu ar so early at there wait for mi for wat worx already call euu don care mi le lah and oso tell euu to give up le lah euu ar haix....
Euu really don wanna give up I.... I oso no choice and have nothing to said...
Up to euu bahx.... but hope euu don disturb mi jiu can liao thx! ^^

Post till here lahh wanna go see xiiaozhuu le hahas damn it lor bout half a month nv see xiiaozhuu liao sia so miss him lor T~T
I confirm and 100% wanna his album so as Jolin and Rainie de ^^
hahas... BB!
Hahas just came back from work^^
Still same lor tired sia actually i 4pm jiu can end work le den Liza like not enough crew den I jiu extend myself =P
Tired.... I use to it liao and some more I love to work hahas^O^
I love all the ppl there too they so veri de super good! =P

Diao... ALVIN [miao miao] EUU AR!
Call euu go home euu don wan go home le den come find mi oso de same mah T~T
Haix... next time don like that le hor...
Thx for company mi after work go take bus^^
Remember to tag mi who going for BBQ and tell them to prepare one exchange gift present!
Call them to paid as soon as possible leh don have much time left le...
I will tell euu all who euu going to exchange present with de^^ hahas...
BR PREPARE WORX! =P

2moro not sure work wat time work later go check bahx^^
Think is morning lor if I'm not wrong lah^^
I wan slim down lah I becoming veri fat liao lor T~T

K lah today jiu post till here lah! ^^
Wanna go eat dinner le... BYE!~~~

Labels: CHRISTMAS COMING LE ^^ YEAH!~~~ ^o^ HAHAS...
^^ hahas just eaten mai dinner ><"
Haix... day pass so fast lor.... so fast jiu new week le...
Siao lor mai leg still pain sia none stop lor don know why sia T~T
Oso quite sleepy and tired lah den 2moro start work at 9am to 4pm...

CHRISTMAS IS COMING! ^^ hahas... so excited lor =P
Dots lor euu all oso veri cute de lor said wan held BBQ den euu all nv tell mi wat euu all wan, at where, eat/drink wat and play wat worx and oso nv come and tell mi who are going too T~T I veri confuse de leh haix...
Hope euu all faster come confirm with mi den if less den 15 ppl I think better forget it bahx...

Miao Miao...
I really hope that euu really can go find other gals and giv up on mi cos I hav feeling that we won be together or last so.... hope euu really understand ^^
Don need sad lah cos I really happy to be frens with euu better den couple ^O^
And I hav strong feel that we will be more close to be fren better den couple...

Now feeling veri lonely and.... feel like crying don know why T-T
Just that mai heart feel hurt now!
And.... I DON KNOW WHO TO BE WITH AND WHO IS REALLY TRULY AND WILL LOVE MI FOREVER!!!....
I really hope and wish that one day will find mai answer...
could someone.... pls help mi!.........................................................

K lah today jiu post till here lah^^
"Angel pls be mai side whenever I need euu cos.... I don know wat will happen to mi and hope euu will bless mi too!..."
Dots lor damn tired sia early morning go work T~T
Yesterday bout whole day outside lor till bout 9pm den reach home
cos go buy CHRISTMAS PRESENT!^^ hahas...

Can go crazy lor go orchard, plaza singapura den hougang mall -_-!!! tired till mai leg pain sia now still veri pain cant even walk liao cos just now 2pm plus reach home den Jie call mi pei her go but clothes diao at the end nv buy anything worx ai yo...
Jie, mi, daddy and mummy go AMK Hub walk walk so sian lor there den on the way there I at bus sleeping hahas...
Jie bout 4.30am go work T~T miss her sia without feel so lonely de lor!!! >.<"

Euu all[Lisa, XinYi, Feng Ming and Fredrick!!!] ar so naughty sia call him come and jio mi sia ai yo...
I now really cant said/give any answer lah T~T
I really cant! I feel sad now... don know wat to do worx...
MIAO MIAO euu better find other gals bahx^^ I'm really not ur choice...
If euu really don wanna give up I oso no choice I already tell euu the one sectence le
I NEED TIME [to recover]! ^^


Erm... guys the BBQ party can don held mah cos I think I really cant make it le why don euu all held urself lah more better mah without mi euu all sure oso can enjoy more de! ^^ hahas...
Cos I got feeling that I held le something will happen de so.... sry guys! T~T
But I will give euu all small little gifts to pay back de alright!?...

I WANNA BUY! I REALLY WAN LAH T~T
Rainie Yang Cheng Ling, Show Luo Zhi Xiang and Jolin newest album! So damn wan it de lah T~T
Hope by/on christmas can have it lor haix... but cant really afford it lor now must really earn lots and lots of $$$ le ^O^ hahas...

Okie le need post till here le mai bro lah wanna use com liao T~T
Need said BB lah hahas...
MUACKS! love all of euu lots man =P
TAKE CARE...
Hey Morning everyone ! ^^ hahas.... A new and sunshine day again =P ^^
Actually I set alarm 9am wake up de but den I fell asleep again hahas....
Den mummy come and wake mi up to prepare lor....


Dots lor.... early in the morning get cut by needle T-T pain sia and some more is the same finger that I cut at home wan lor -_-!!! [T-T]
Don know when the wound can recover veri the pain sia cant even press it lor haix... hahas

OMG! I wan it! I wan it! T~T
Hope by this Christmas I can buy lor sia haix.... Impossible de lor mai parent won let mi buy de lah T~T so sad...
No lah just that before post go view xiaozhu the shop website singapore de...
I love it so much lor so nice and cool man hahas...
<>The Faith Parka Purple Jacket<>
<>The STAGE X DISNEY M Star Tee Red<>
<>The Candy Bubbles Cap Red/White<>


Ai yo euu all veri cute lor why wan/love BBQ so much ^O^
Den euu all give mi time to plan everything bahx^^ thx!...
But don know if euu all can afford bout $10 -$18 mah???
If cant so much jiu paid $10 bahx^^ The rest I paid...
[Paid by this month 20th]
Any comments pls tag mi and let mi know and oso who wanna/can go pls tag mi and let mi know so that I can plan early and faster thx lots!!! ^^

Hey guys! remember to bring present for gift exchanging!!!
Euu all happy jiu can le I don mind to spent some money de ^O^ hahas...
That night we must really relax and enjoy ourselves worx!!! =P


K lah 2day jiu post till here bahx^^
Everyone be prepare for de coming CHRISTMAS BBQ!!! ^^ hahas...
MORNING! ^^ hahas.... just eaten mai breakfast ^O^
Later afternoon 3pm got work till 11pm sia get nag by mai parent =P
Cos they don wan mi tired and so late go home hahas love them so much although they some times veri erm... not sure how to said lah and oso not fair lor hahas ^^
Don know if later got ppl work with mi a not lor sian liao T-T

XinYi really wan mi held BBQ ar but quite trouble some leh need prepare veri early, think wat to buy and spent money not really cheap leh hahas...
Why don we go out play, watch movies, walk walk or go eat big feast lah^^ ???
okie with it mah!? Like this more good mah hor =P

MIAO MIAO SO GOOD LOR EUU! T-T
Got XIAOZHU cap how euu get money to buy de teach mi how leh T-T
I wan xiaozhu things veri long le but jiu shi cant buy lor T-T sad sia...
The shirt and cap veri nice lor I love it worx! ^^ hahas...
The STAGE X DISNEY M Star Tee Red and the Candy Bubbles Cap Red/White...
So wish that one day I can have it sia haix...

And can tell mi why euu don wanna give up mah?!
But don know why euu like mi sia I'm not that good and "pretty" worx hahas... -_-!!!
Den must see how lor when I den can recover^^ So... I rather euu go find other gals better bahx...
Ai yah euu hor be more like man mah don like scare scare like this lah don hav "an quan gan" de leh euu know! den how euu expect gals to like euu or except euu sia haix...
Den see how euu going to do lor den maybe will change mai mind hahas... =P
I'm not that flirt just wanna have a guy who treat mi veri good and can love mi, dotes mi FOREVER de jiu can liao ^^
Haix... hope one day mai zhen ming tian zi will come hahas [dreaming!]...

Okie lah 2day jiu post till here lah ^^
All must take care hor!
HI! second post of the day lah... Now feeling damn tired!
Hahas just came back from Hougang Mall^^
Today go appointment haix... veri bad news lor feel like going heaven le!....
NO LAH! ^^ Joking de haha =P Got good news for mi lor^O^ Of cos feel like going up to heaven like this lor feel so happy and quite lucky too THANK GOD!

But something still need to control den will be as normal as previous and last time the gal which everyday with smile the will oso come back^^ [thats mi...]
Now... after discharge jiu don really have smile on mai faces le if have just only don wanna make all mai dearest fren worry and oso act happy too...
I HATE LIKE THIS! IT SO NOT NORMAL T-T

2moro die liao lor T-T wanna cry liao lah!
Terence wanna test mi 2moro le lah don know wat to do lor haix... try all mai best bahx but he wan mi must be it worx den I jiu must le lor ^^
XIIAOYANQQ!... KAMPATEH WORX^^
Yo Hi! MORNING! ^^
A new day again hahas... today damn automatically wake up lor and some more yesterday bout 1am plus den sleep cos work till 11pm mah reach home jiu bout 11.30 bahx den jiu bath, eat dinner/supper, watch tv den go in room chat with Jie jiu go sleep le =P hahas...

Yesterday Joanna got work sia so happy to see her lor like veri de long nv see her le^^ Den we chat and laugh and oso got chat bout some sad/angry things lah of cos haha...
And oso really de happy to see Liza lor I don know she got work worx den I was in MDS packing condiments den she called mi den I was so delighted and surprise to see her! I bout more than one week nv see her le sia^^ haha

Sian sia later need go appointment again hope don admission again hahas...
Think won lah but ke lian de Adele need take over mi cos I actually today got work de but den need go appoinment den she wanna take over mi I so touch!^^
Thx lots leh Adele sister! ^^But I rather euu no show lah =P hahas...
Later Terence will kill both of us hahas....

To Miao Miao...

Ai yo miao miao ar I now cant really giv euu answer^^ hope euu don mind and hope euu give up bahx cos... I have mai reason and will tell euu one day de^^
So... all the best to euu bahx! ^^
JIAYOU!...
Haix.... dots lor yesterday so good lor so early end work den use come and watch television program till 11.30pm plus plus lor den 2day morning 9.30 plus mai mummy come and wake mi up go prepare sia dots lor den I was damn sleepy and tired worx T-T
But i manage to wake up lah^^ hahas...

Later 3pm start work hahas got things to do again liao^^
But hope wont so no energy to work bahx =P
Try to pull myself till 11pm bahx... hope so^^
Sian lor 2day think no body work with mi sia T-T
So late need walk home alone liao haix nvm bahx will use to it de...

Adele sister don worry lah sure will and 100% have urs de^^
Know mi de oso sure will have de but must meet up den can have worx hahas...
Before the two days of Christmas will go out with jie buy erm.... quite mani things bahx not for myself but for all mai dearest ppl^^ But hope euu all don mind that the present lah cos is not expensive de so.... ^^ hehe

Haix.... now some of euu know bout mai illness le hope and really wish euu all don spread and tell other ppl or if they ask cos I will be hurt or sad that euu all own know.... Euu all promise mi won said de hor so I trust euu all^^
I really don wanna let mani ppl know bout mai illness so thx hope euu all keep ur promise bahx^^

Hahas k lah 2day post till here lah wanna go update mai blog le^^
Just bathe finish bout 10mins ago 2day go work starting is like what the hell lor only few days never work jiu blur liao dots sia hahas...
But really veri happy can start work again lah^^

2day got one bad new for mi erm.... not actually really is bad news lah just only that he and her stead lor...
She don wanna tell mi is scare I sad, angry and will be surprise but... not really veri surprise leh cos I already have feeling that they will be together one day de hahas so... now really happen le...
And... I oso don feel sad and angry lah cos euu all are mai friends mah I will bless euu all de^^ LAST LONG HOR!!!
Dots lor euu lie to mi lor! said still cant forget her den don like mi den now leh still go steady with other gals sia ai yo yo.... haix...
How can lie to ur friend and ur tiger meimei worx dots...
Sad lah sad lah!.... Hahas k lah really... wish euu two all the best lah!^^
Euu ar must cherish lah don let it go again hor she oso quite a nice/good gal and don bully her hor^^

Ke lian de Adele lor wait for mi till bout 8pm like this cos she wanna go home with mi mah.... She actually 2pm jiu can go home le but she wanna wait for mi no wonder she is mai sister [gans]^^ She trest mi really doog de lor^^ hahas...
While we were walking through the long way we heard someone shout but not sure wat he shouting worx and don knoe who is it lah den the second time he shout den finally know who le...
OMG lor so happy to see him again sia!!! JASON^^
He still the same lor SO CUTEEE ^^ [=p] hahas... and of cos still veri handsome lah ^^

Den we chat all the way till we reach de bus-stop lor den not awhile mai bus jiu came liao den need sai BB to them le T-T so sad...
Hope to see him again lor hahas^^

Okie lah 2day post till here le nth to post liao le haha =P
All friends take care urself^^
CHERISH EVERYTHING!...
Just came back from AMK Hub hahas quite tired lor :P
Mummy sleep all the way sia till I wake her up or else we will miss stop worx hahas really lah Daddy and Mummy really veri de tired then mi lor Ke lian thats why i love them so much^^

Haix... still cant really forget that memories and it still in mai mind worx don know why lor ! Hope to forget faster cos like this to him and mi will be much better and oso lah to everyone too^^

Haix... T-T till now like this le so mani things happen on mi WHY!
After the result out I was feeling veri sad but oso cannot do anything only accept it...
That time I was really hope that mai love ones will be by mai side chat with mi, hug mi, joke with mi so that I won feel so down...
But... really lah all this things cant blame anyone only can blame myself not really to go cherish and make clear...

But at the end all of euu still came and see mi when the minute I saw euu all mai face started to have smile again^^ Thx to euu all!
But still hope I won give up so easily bahx... mai life will get more tougher, uneasy and uncomfortable!...
So hope that all mai angels will encourage and support mi when I really feel veri sad and down bahx^^ ...........

Finally lah... 2moro start work le^^ Should be happy de but don know why I become no feeling anymore le... I hope to find the answer one day....
I now feel veri sad and confuse... don know if wanna listen to mai parents to quit the job a not cos bout mai illness and is veri trouble some...
I know i promise euu all not to leave till the day I really cant go on but... no choice...
I oso don really wish to leave too but... I try to go on as long as I can ^^ alright?!

Hope euu all working with mi will happy then sad okie! ^^ I wanna see euu all smile worx! ^^ hahas...
And...erm.... hope euu all help mi when I needed ur help can? Cos I don know when I will collapses :P

One more thing the BBQ I think euu all held urself bahx^^ sry le I cant joy euu all hope euu all will enjoy without mi!? hahas...
Don worry I will give euu all present de^^ Is chrismax present... not really expensive lah just some easy things only lah^^ Hope euu all will like it den hahas...
Today quite early wake up lor 8.30am hahas cos need prepare thing...
Maybe the rest of mai life I need like this loh!? Early wake up prepare everything den....
Sian lor later need do house work T-T cos JieJie go work till quite late den Mummy veri tired so only left mi lor haha nvm lah often help doing things oso not bad mah^^

Later bout 5 to 6pm need go down mac find Terence give him thing...
And tell him and sign resign form! Hahas JUST KIDDING! bleah...
I where want leave I die die oso won leave all mai dearest frens behind de lah^^ hahas... and I oso don wanna make them sad but to see them smile when every time i see them^^
Its a good thing to see everyone face with smile hahas!...
But I will leave when time is up and if really cant continue.... leave ar??? hmmm.... still veri long leh cant even think till so far hahas^^ :P

Hahas Christmas coming le so happy sia ^^
Christmas that day hope everyone can come for the BBQ lor^^ But I wonder if they take leave already not? ><"

Haix... sian liao lor now mai whole life change le now time is veri important to mi le cant waste must see time every moment...
In school will be more complicated and trouble some lor dots! Hate school so much sia bleah!!!

Hahas ytd veri funny lor after discharge liao Mummy, Daddy and mi at hougang mall buying things mah den I was msging JieJie den got one msg is veri de... hahas... she ask mi if got "da bao" for them cos home nth to eat mah den I tot was the big bao mah but is not worx! haha
Is 打包 den i was like... 大包 and 打包 , 傻傻分不清楚 lor! hahas...
Hahas so happy finally can come home le^^ haha
Haix... still will have some bad news lor... nvm lah things happen le jiu happen le cant turn back so the only thing to do is ACCEPT it lor...
So now mai life everything totally change le and now mai time really cannot waste!

So funny lor the day [24/11/08 , Monday] go appointment evening jiu need hospitalize lor till today lor^^
There can be mai home liao hahas cos not the 1st time staying there mah^^ [:P]
So touch and thankful lor all mai Mac frens come and visit mi^^ and bought mi so mani things lor! ai yo don waste money buy all this mah euu all share money buy one thing jiu okie le^^
But still wanna thanks euu all lah^^

Adele, Lisa, Feng Ming, XinYi, Fredrick, Shawn, Alvin, Eileen, JunJie, Marmie, Ying Jing, Dominic Uncle, Gu Ma, mai baobei Jie and lastly of cos is mai PARENT^^
Thank you so much to come and pei mi, chat/play with mi, concern mi! ^^
So glad that I have all of euu and to live in this world!
Thank god that I have all this dearest, cute, handsome, pretty, kind, funny, supportive frens!!!
I LOVE EUU ALL AND NV FORGET EUU ALL DE!^^

Haix.... sad thing coming up la...
maybe need to leave mac worx cos of mai illness T-T Ai yo oso no need so serious to leave mah rite mummy/daddy?!
Just control and notice the time and everything jiu can liao I noe euu all scare I forget but I will try mai best to remeber and do everything on time de^^ okie?!
Pls let mi stay I really don wish to go lah T-T

Miss mac veri de much lor T-T
So wish I can faster go back work sia!
MAC I WILL BE BACK DE! ^^ hahas...
Hahas morning everyone!^^
Just eaten breakfast... actually don wanna eat de but mai mummy bought liao I don wanna waste it jiu eat it up lor hahas...
Haix... sian sia early morning wake up feel so uncomfortable feel like vomit lor....
Now really de sick liao sia having slightly fever, cough and headache worx...

Feel like crying is really de feeling veri bad sia hope 2moro manger to go work bahx^^
Later bout 1pm plus jiu need go appointment le... Feeling a bit scare lor of cos^^
See how doctor said lor hope can continue work bahx^^

Just now read through quite a numbers of blog feeling a bit erm... confuse and blur bahx...
Ai yo I tell euu hor ur tiger meimei said she will leave the store when I wanna leave that means we will leave together but now is not de right time to do this mah...
And some more euu already promise us not to go le worx and yet euu still wanna.... haix... But if euu really wanna leave must tell us and oso must tell us why worx okie?^^

Euu leave is not really a good thing for them lah they really need euu mah... I just maybe cant continue cos euu know lah^^ hahas...
But I oso really don wish to leave just need to depends bahx...
Just hope everything will be fine lor.... But by the way hor euu wanna leave hor make mi feel like euu don wanna see mi and wanna avoid mi worx?!!!
But said true de lah^^ ....
Euu talk to mi I really feel that we are fren but euu some times I look at euu or euu look at mi den [we] turn away make mi remember that worx...
So I hope we can just be normal and chat like that lor I just wish like that lah nothing else le^^

At last lah still wanna tell euu DON LEAVE they really need euu include ur tiger meimei don let all the bad ppl bully them so euu must stay and protect them mah rite?!^^
I maybe need some time to settle some thing so will not see mi quite often worx all mai dearest frens^^
This thing is veri important is bout mac hope euu all will support mai suggestion bahx^^
When the time is her I will tell euu all de so must be happy for mi kie I don wanna see cries faces and no smile on euu all faces! okie!? ^^

Marmie I miss euu sia fell like going out with euu lor T-T I oso got alot alot things to tell euu^^
Really hope that one day can see euu again and chat with euu^^
Last long with daddy hor ^^

Seeing euu all[dearest frens] having smile on face everyday it make mi feel mai day sunshine! really... ^^
Everyday will pas and need time to pass with smile and sad...
Smile...
Will make all ppl around euu happy and will have smile just like euu have^^
It make the day good...
Sad...
Just feel frustrated wanna cry, cant do anything....
ppl see euu don wanna talk to euu cos maybe will scare euu angry or sad to recall ur memories...
This is how lifes everyday [maybe^^] so why don have smile on ur face and don feel stress like this will have fun...

K lah need go prepare for everything le BB got to go le worx^^
ALL DEAREST FENS.... I WILL REMBER EUU ALL DE DON WORRY HAHAS^^
Okie lah.... really lor take care when I not around euu all^^
protect urself okie^^
MUACKS! love euu all lots lots lots!!! ^^
Hahas just came back from work lah....
Still the same lor feeling so sian but now mai better liao cos he seem starting to talk to mi le make mi feel that euu not avoiding mi and really are frens^^
When nv talk make mi feel sad and like we are enemy...
But now quite happy lor cos really make mi feel that we noe are really fren le^^

Is damn de tired lor cos I end work at 5pm mah den after that I go packed condiment den jiu packed till bout nearly 9 lor hahas...
Haix... sad thing coming le IS 2MORO liao lor!
Go for KK appointment haix every year must go lor veri sian sia...
Go there inject, x-ray, scan or others thing lor depends lor ^^

Really veri happy to see euu all smile today and get the chance to see euu all^^
Euu all are the BEST! ^^
Think Tuesday going to work bahx... maybe... I hope so hahas
Start work from 3 to 11pm haix so long lor sian sia T-T
Hope euu all got work lor den I will not feel lonely but will happy to see euu de ^^ hahas...

K lah really need go eat mai dinner lah mai parent wanna mi go eat liao hahas...
Got to lah^^
ALL MAI DEAREST FREN TAKE CARE LOTS!!! ^^
Must remeber mi hor i no need remeber euu all de ^^ haha...
Cos euu all already in mai heart le^^
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能看到你我感到很开心...
看到你... 会让我觉得很心痛!...
能和你说话让我感到很幸福^^ ...

Dots lor euu promise us won go de lor at de end still wanna do it! Break Promise worx... Euu ar like this will make ur three ladies tudi sad de lah haix...
Why wanna leave worx can tell mi mah?!
Mani of us really don wanna see euu leave lah... know/see euu leaves will only make us sad and wanna cry but I know is ur choice I will respect it^^
But hope euu won forget us and must come visit us worx^^... hahas...

Mai four cutie angels [Adele, Liza, XinYi and Feng Ming...] I really don wanna see euu all sad but to see euu all have smile on ur face everyday! ^^
Just let mi have a veri nice, good and peaceful
memories of all of euu can mah?
I don have smile is okie de I just wan euu all to be happy alright!?
Mai fren happy and happiness is mai most happier thing den everything so hope to see euu all smile the next time I see euu all worx^^ I don wanna see cry faces okie hahas^^

I know euu all wanna mi to forget everything but it is quite impossible... But I really will try mai best...
I know that he will going oversea for bout one month so... of cos lah will miss this best fren de^^
Think the others oso will de lah...
So... hope and wish that 2moro is not the last day to see all mai dearest and baobei frens bahx...

Haix... don know wat to do sia now is really de tired liao cant really wan go sleep but still thinking of that...
Really feel veri uncomfortable!... Don know why feel like begin alone now don wanna talk, eat, go out play... just don wanna do anything just lie at bed have a big cry...
CRY! really make mi feel better which is wat I doing every night before sleep...

I know lah he don like mi he still thinking of her^^
But don noe why she don like him worx? dots...
Ai ya I know lah love is veri selfish and can be cruel too... Don like jiu don like, like jiu like haix... don know wat is this sia hahas...
I really thing that the time he said wanna stead with mi is just only a moment crush bahx or maybe just replacement lor I don know and don wanna know better if not I really will get more hurt...
They three said he got really like mi before but I don know lah cos I just only know that I was veri happy when he ask mi for stead and I was oso 100% sure that I do really like/love him de^^ hahas...
But now is frens still not bad worx ^^

All mai dearest frens take good care lah!^^
Don worry lah I won quit de but must depend if I can continue working I oso don really wish to leave cos I have all of euu^^
Haix... here comes the second post of the day lah^^
Just now afternoon go mac chat with three of mai "Angel" Lisa, XinYi and Feng Ming and oso go find Adele see how she had been^^
She still the same SOOO cute! ^^ hahas... [no wonder he cant forget her...]

Haix so sad sia see them make mi remember of that memories...
Of cos lah cos they three are his TUDI mah^^
But the worst is 2moro he working too don noe if see him wat expression will I have and wat will happen to mi?...
Hope he 2moro won no show or late bahx^^
I scare I see him le will cry haix...

2moro working split shift sia so sian lor after work still need help pack condiments worx... nvm like this more good can make mi tired but sure still cant forget that
memories by making myself tired...
So is true... really don noe wat to do just only can continue hurting myself...
So wish that I have time to relax myself but so unluckily i don have much time... Everyday wake up jiu go work, reach home jiu bath le den sleep... Den if off jiu everyday at home doing nth only sleeping, watch television programs, listen to songs and use come to blog or wat lor...
MAI LIFE TURNING ****

Now really feeling veri lonely and boring...
Haix... need wait till Monday lah go see doctor hope that have illness den can stay at hospital more easily for mi to live bahx...
Anyway I already have lah just only need to prepare for OP if needed...
To cut away one of mai kidney which don really have much percent to have it inside mi...

Just like I said de take care of yourself EVERYBODY!
Its not worth it when it is too late for euu^^ cherish everything worx...
Don be like mi wanna cherish something but it just disappear just like that!...
Having frens is a veri important for all humans! Lifes turn BLACK when everything changes really!
Euu can/will do things that euu didn't expect so lifes can easily gone when euu not really a wake...

ALL MAI FREN... REALLY LAH TAK GOOD CARE AND CHERISH WAT IS IN UR HAND DON LET IT GO! RMB DON LET IT GO!^^
It will be a veri sad thing to lose a fren...
[ 我爱的人却不在爱我了...
但我很开心曾经拥有和你在一起的日子^^
希望接下来的日子的你...
是带着微笑过生活...
迎接幸福的到来过着新的生活^^ ]

Haix...Still thinking of that of cos haix don noe when den can totally forget it...
maybe... need more time or forever bahx...
REALLY.... really cant forget all the memories T-T

I really don noe wat to do so wish that got something for mi to do to make myself damn tired!
Every nite before sleep will think of everything den jiu T-T haix... really feel veri de uncomfortable! feel like keeping myself in the room big cry!!!
I REALLY DON NOE WAT TO DO!

Really hope all mai angel will be by mai side and pei mi^^ ....................
If not I don noe wat will happen to mi.....
Hope I will still have chance to see all mai frens! ........

Ai yo why all talk bout leaving mac huh! Ai yo yo... no need make thing till so big bahx hahas^^ ...
Just tak it as normal nth happen jiu can le mah RITE! all mai dearest fren?!
I don wanna see all mai dearest fren sad den cry jiu just one person wanna left leave this is not worth it I just hope all of euu to stay cos I really don wanna lose any fren! Euu all really veri important to mi REALLY! ^^ [T-T]

So hope euu[he] won leave euu all behind just bcos of this stupid problem okie^^
I noe he is really good and treat euu all veri gd just like euu all said de SHIFU & TUDI mah rite hahas^^
Wish to see all of us together again!
And... happily ever after!^^ hahas...

And one more thing THIS IS IMPORTANT HOR^^
Christmas Day Hope that we all will have BBQ party together so all must come cannot don come UNLESS... euu hate mi^^ hahas [bleah]
All mai dearest fren remember to take OFF worx^^

I really glad that I noe all of euu and have all of euu and euu too^^[euu should noe... yup thats euu le... no need think^^] to be mai frens^^
Hope euu won avoid mi let be fren again 好吗?^^
Euu ar I msg euu no reply to mi de -_-!!!

Dots... 2moro 22/11/08 should be our 1st month de but... hahas....
HEY! some more I already prepare present liao sia...
prepare for bout 2 weeks le leh make till mai hand wanna get cut off sia T-T

我已经深深的爱上你了! ]

这是无法改变的...
你叫我把你给忘了...
[ 这是很难做到的一件事!...
10月22号08年...
你说你很确定的喜欢我...
我对你有感觉也接受了你!

11月19号08年, 11点48分...
我最宝贝的你离开了我!
而让我感觉到很伤心, 很难过, 也很心痛!!!
为什么在我最需要你的时候你却离开我?!

我问你原因为什么要分手你却说....
你不配我, 不想伤害我...
而且还喜欢着她,忘不了她...
那何必当初呢!???

Yesterday is the worst day for mi... I and baobei end le T.T
Haix... nvm he have his choice I don blame him but I will still love/like him^^
EUU ARE THE BEST! NO ONE CAN REPLACE EUU DE!^^

I was shocked when he msg mi bout that den of cos cry lah or else kill myself meh hahas... haix... really lor.... veri de sad feel like dying...
nvm lah at least we still can be frens hope we will keep contact bahx^^
GOOD LUCK FOR UR FUTURE!^^

I will nv forget euu de euu already keep deep deep in mai heart le...
Like I said... 你是我永远的宝贝 ^^
I noe that we will nv patch cos euu are really truly and serious like her!...
Hope euu oso can find a better bahx and I will still be single till de day I forget euu [IMPOSSIBLE!!!]...

Saturday doing split shift den Sunday one shot... Haix.... feel so sian but nvm I still got others RVM frens ^^
ADELE THX FOR YTD CALLED AND CHAT WITH MI ^^
hahas so cute lor euu cry I cry de haha...
Haix.... sian sia this few days feel veri lonely and don wanna care anything... and don feel like living any more! T_T
Everything for mi is just NO! NO! NO! so irritating!!! WHY???!

On Sunday or Monday ar I T ot sure when lah I forgot liao hahas...
I was working split shift den working at night de that night is the most black face that I have ever seen! So mani ppl du lan at one person JUST ONE PERSON sia!
That black tall stupid face! bleah!
Cos I was working in the kitchen with others three crew/frens... den service in mah we four jiu abit chiong lor den some more no product how he wan us to out the product STUPID SIA!!!
Den I go cook 10:1 breef meat den I jiu burn dao mai finger lor...
I was the one standing outside de den he jiu shoot mi said "Inside got four person why mai product cannot out!" He so smart den come in help lah! wait the no customer liao den come in said mi BLEAH!!!

Den I was angry lah I don care him he scold mi NVM I don wanna the other crew in the kitchen to get scolded by that black faces too! Den I bear with him I just bear lor nvm de! Den after the crowd clear liao he pull mi out to do counter den I du lan mai whole face turn black sia mai mood is already not veri shine liao and yet ask mi go do counter wat the hell lor!

Den I jiu called Xin Yi do counter for mi hahas ke lian sia den I do her runner ^^
After that no customer again I wanna go behind drink water den that black guy walk towards mi den he bang to mi sia he purposly wan lor! feel like scolding him sia...
Den I jiu all de wait black face till I end work hahas...

Sian sia today need work till 11pm lor den 2moro and friday OFF! hahas...
Haix... 2day all de youngster in mac go chalet lor so good I oso wan mai parent every time like this de sia wait till last moin den said giv mi go den is already too late lor stupid sia... haix don go jiu don go lor I rather go work but I wanna go chalet just wanna relax myself mah dots lor...

Ke lian de Marmie she like got alot problem wanna tell mi sia hope can find one day go out with her and chat^^ MARMIE I NV FORGET EUU! ^^

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