Thank you Jasmine 大姐!





Yesterday evening hubby God Sister came down to our house for a visit ... Really thankful for her to delivery gifts to our house, and also visit baby in the mean time ... Thanks for the concern :)

Not sure where she went for vacation again and bought back some gift for us :)

Javier Tay ^.^

Feeling so so tired ... Finally able to get a rest on bed, woke up twice in the midnight to feed baby. Only get to sleep like less than five hours? So sad... 

Morning hubby rush down to KKH just to register baby's birth certificate ^.^ hehe
To receive the SG50 luggage, we need to register the newborn birth certificate... Was surprised that there's really a SG50 gold medal inside the luggage :D 

Will upload photo soon or later haha cause I haven take any photo of it yet... 
Same goes with the birth certificate, really looks cool :D


We named our baby as " Javier Tay, 郑敬耀 " ^^ hehe the Chinese name was named by hubby's uncle, which he knew how to see Chinese calendar and etc ... 

Today after KKH hubby took cab and fetch me from home to TPY polyclinic... For Javier's appointment, to check on Jaundice ... Somehow it increase a little, bit by bit but just hope it will not go over the range... Heading back again on this Saturday ...

Surviving ...


Since the day baby got home, everyone in the house starts to get busy and fight with time ... Really so tiring! It's really challenging when taking care a newborn in the same time it feels so stressful too...

Happy that my baby is home and everything going well, feeding, passing out and myself for pumping milk :D

But somehow the stitches really giving me a very hard time... Don't get it how the doctor stitch for me... Feeling so pain :( really fed up with it! I can't sit properly and can't sleep well, can't even sit down to pump milk ...

Home sweet home ❤️


I'm so happpppppy~ My dearest darling baby able to go home ^.^ Home sweeeeeet home hehehehe! ❤️ Everyone were so happy too~ Thank god :) I called my parent once I reached home haha! 

It's 23:30 now ... Really feel so tired after my baby got home haha but no choice :) tired but happy to serve him, really glad that he's home ^.^ guess I should rest and sleep early, tomorrow have to bring baby to Polyclinic for check up ... Good night ❤️

加油再加油❤️


Mother in law cook breakfast for me, she's my confinement nanny! :D Really wanted to Thank her ❤️ she's must be having a hard time too! Really appreciate very much! 感恩~ ^.^

I guess I really need to make myself to eat more and recover well this time ... FIGHTING! Hope everything will be smooth and over soon :) 加油 ❤️


I feel tired when every time I have to swallow so many medicine everyday ... Omg! Wanted to vomit haha :D


Hehe! Jerald was always my naughty boy, funny boy... Told him that he's going for shower or wash up, he will always run to grab his toys and then rush to the toilet :D so funny till I can't stop laughing! Haha ^.^ Mummy loves you no matter what ok my silly boy! Although you're KorKor now :D hehe

Everything will be fine ❤️

Good morning! It's 10th August 2015, Monday! Today it's another public holiday, also wishing that I'm able to fetch my baby home today... 

Somehow feeling so weak and tired :( missing and worried my baby at the same time ... Baby please stay strong and be fine ❤️❤️❤️ 


Hubby called the hospital around 10am plus to check whether baby is fine and able to discharge today. The nurse told him that everything's is fine and able to discharge today ... Somehow I doesn't really looking forward much to fetch baby home cause I scare in the end empty hand going home again ...

寶寶~ 媽媽很想你❤️


Still missing my newborn baby :( my poor baby! Please stay strong ❤️❤️❤️ 


My naughty Jerald ... Haha always so naughty ... Sitting like a boss :D Love him so much ^.^ Think this should be last post for today, Good night! And hope everybody enjoy their long weekends!

Happy Birthday Singapore! SG50 :)
2015 :)

Fighting for myself ...


(Fried Ginger Fish and Stir Fried Ginger Lean meat with dark soy sauce)

Have this for lunch when got back from KKH in the afternoon ... Feeling worried and sad ... Somehow I'm still feeling weak, maybe I ate the medicine makes me feel tired and sleepy ... But really feel uncomfortable and headache ... So tired! 


(Stir fried ginger baby spinach & stir fried ginger pig kidney? And lean meat with dark soy sauce)

My dinner for today ... Yup squeeze everything into my mouth haha! 


Just hope tomorrow will be a better day :) 加油~ ^.^

Still praying hard ❤️

It's not a perfect day! Although its National Day today ... My poor baby in the end still unable to go home :( Feeling so so worried and sad, I can't do anything but pray hard for him ... ❤️❤️❤️


When me and hubby reached KKH and wanted to fetch baby home, nurse called us to wait for a while ... We waited for bout 15 minutes and the nurse came to us said there's some situation going on so have to wait for doctor to double check ... 

We waited for the doctor to come and checked, so the result is baby still unable to go home ... In first place they are already getting to discharge him but they find it different when they unwrapped him so they get the doctor to check again ...

So we have to leave him at the wards again for monitoring, hope nothing happen but gets better~ ... And really hope we able to fetch him home as soon as possible ... God bless ❤️ 


My poor baby... Please stay strong ❤️❤️❤️ you have all our love and support, 加油 ❤️ my Darling !!!
 

Beautiful Day ! ❤️


My breakfast! Thank you mother in law~ Ginger Vermicelli with some lean meat and fish! Yummmmmy~ hehe 

Good morningggggg! It's a good day~ 9th August 2015, Sunday! It's National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore~ :) and congratulations to me and my baby boy!


Just now, received called from KKH they said that baby is fine already but will still double check and confirm before we can fetch baby home, for safety wise! ❤️ hehe I'm so happy~ baby able to go home ^.^ God Bless~

Currently in alone at home... Hubby brought Jerald and in laws to NTUC to get some stuff... Milk Powder and etc... Meanwhile I can have a good rest then haha

Praying hard!

Currently I'm home and having confinement ... But sad to say that my baby can't go home with me, long story... Only can pray hard for him to be better and fine ❤️❤️❤️ 


Baby~ mummy and daddy missed you... We love you very much too! You will be fine my dear ❤️❤️❤️ stay strong ok~ please! 

Hope tomorrow I will be able to fetch him home ! :) hehe!!

I'm home today ...

Hello!!!! I'm so and proudly happy to announce that I have delivered and going home today ^.^ hehehehe!!! 

It's 8th August 2015, Saturday ... Delivered yesterday afternoon, time is 14:57 ^.^ hehe nearly 15:00! It's was really fast, can't believe! Really feel so relief when the second my number two prince is delivered! All cramp pain are gone, and also feel so happy that he's out to say hello to the world ^.^ hehe! 


Kekeke! Hubby snap photo of him for me :) really feel so nervous and touching, finally! Really finally~ I told my hubby "Finally~" he's delivered when the minute he's out :) cause I was really in so much pain till I cried twice while waiting it to be push out haha! Really cannot tolerate the pain! :(


6th August 2015, Thursday! Was admitted to KKH, went to Delivery Suite but they said have to send me to the wards instead as they have no room currently... In the end they still send me to a room, so I went and lie down for them to monitor me ... But I lie down for like half an hour the contraction started! And the pain starts, really cannot believe! 


Was send back to the wards as I'm not processing, cause I was being planned to induce and they did put in a tablet but my cervix didn't open and process well ... So I have my breakfast before having CTG Scan ...

Somehow went back to the wards at 6am plus, was in the Delivery Suite for like almost 12 hours! Waiting and in pain oh my god! After that they send me down again at 12pm plus as I feel my contractions are getting worst...

So really thankful to the nurse for chasing the Delivery Suite staff to get a room for me! So went in after that and outside was having heavy rain! It was really cooooold and I was shivering till I get the staff nurse to off the air con for me haha!


Was lying on the bed and somehow the contractions was very bad so in the end around 2pm plus my water bag burst! This time on its own! I was shocked and in so much surprised !!! I told my husband that my water bag burst and get him to inform the nurse...

And then the pain came! The worst cramp pain ever had!!! OMG~ almost faint!!! Was so happy and doesn't want to recalled how torturing it was throughout the whole process !!! :( 


So thank god that he was delivered well and smooth! But he got choke when the second he was delivered, I was so worried but lucky he's fine after that ... ^.^ hehe! 

Waiting ... :)

It's 6pm now ... Currently waiting at Delivery Suite, waiting for staff to bring me up to ward ... Somehow the Admission apartment have closed so that's why I'm waiting at Delivery Suite ... Also There's quite a number of people came up here too ! 

The registration counter staff have been working for more than 12 hours!? Poor people~ short of staff everywhere! Hope they take good care too! ❤️


Yup! I'm still missing my big boy Jerald ^.^ hehe! Hope he will be a good boy when I'm not around, I love you Jerald! Mummy missing you every sec ❤️ hehe!!! 

I guess I will be deliver before 8th August so I hope and I guess tomorrow everything will be settle... Not sure whether it will be this coming midnight or tomorrow morning, the nurse said will receive fax from ward ... After that they will called me to go Delivery Suite once there's room for me to deliver ...


Hehe!!! I got my Lock Screen Wallpaper changed! ^.^ while on the way to KKH... Took cab over as bus need to wait for 15 minutes and also the weather is so bad, heavy rain! 

God bless me ! Everything will be fine and smooth! And my newborn will be ok and well! God bless~ ❤️❤️❤️ Thank you! 

Getting prepare ...


Tadaaaaa~ here's my new hair cut haha! Doesn't look clear isn't it~ :P 10 more minutes to reach 1pm ... My appointment is at 3.30pm, currently resting at home now! And spending my last hour with Jerald !!! Sad~ miss him :( ❤️❤️❤️

Admission day!

Hello! It's 6th August 2015, Thursday! ^.^ hehe!!! Finally done packing my bag haha~ last minute! Got myself prepared but forgotten to pack bag! In the midnight made myself awake just to pack bag lol!!!


Hehe!!! :) my naughty Jerald!!! Wake up at the same with him because I miss him~ haha! 




Have breakfast with hubby :D and heading for hair cut later on hehe

Jerald ❤️❤️❤️

Today ... Tonight will be my last night having Jerald sleeping besides me! :( Somehow feeling very sad, wanted to tears already! 




Today I took some photos of Jerald... I'm afraid that I will cry when I leave the house tomorrow to go for admission, cause I don't bear to leave him and go for my deliver ... 

Will really miss him so much although somehow he still small and doesn't understand much! Hope he will miss me~ ❤️ 

Enjoy my last day ...


My darling Jerald just fall asleep... He did
not have his afternoon nap since yesterday, maybe somehow he knew that I will not be home starting tomorrow and going to deliver !? Lol! Any such things? Hahaha~

Tomorrow will be the admission date, but I have not packed my bag yet! Doesn't have the mood to do it actually haha! 

Today my dearest brother didn't go for work, he said he woke up late so don't feel like going for work already as he lazy to rush haha! So he came to visit me and Jerald during evening time just now ...


Same goes to my Uncle Ben, he came my house to collect the SG50 McD Hello Kitty... I help him to ordered online together with mine, finally yesterday night just arrived !!! As uncle Ben kept asking me about it~ haha

And then we all have dinner together at my house coffee shop! Five of us haha! It's been quite some time since we have meal together ... But this time left out my sister :(


(Seafood Soup, 海鲜汤)


(Sizzling Tofu, 鐵板豆腐)


(Sweet & Sour Pork, 咕咾肉)
(Prawn Paste Chicken, 蝦醬雞)

Total cost of $45.50 ... Included five plates of rice ! Haha! Kind of worth it and it really taste soooooo awesome ^.^ Especially the chicken wing ! Yum yum haha!!! 

Once again thank you all for today and everything !!! I enjoy my last day before admission~ really thankful! ❤️❤️❤️

Awesome last day! ❤️


Hehe! My handsome and naughty Jerald :D love him so so much! ❤️ Today went City Square mall to meet my sister and mum for lunch once again, I brought Jerald along with me! Suddenly got the impluse to bring him out and lucky I did the right choice! Because I enjoy myself for this last day of bonding with Jerald before I go for my deliver ^.^


Jerald have so much fun too !!! Hehe~ brought him to Toysrus just to play with toys :D haha!!! 


Really wanna Thank my sister and mum for these two days of accompanied and time! ❤️ I'm really really appreciate~ ^.^ 真的謝謝你們的疼愛和支持!我真的很幸福也很感動!這就是所謂的家人! ❤️ 我也很感恩!我愛你們~ 

One last day ...


My naughty Jerald! Sad that doesn't want to look at the camera :( Missing him although he's besides me ... Lol! Jerald tomorrow mummy still got less than half day of time with you then mummy have to go KKH to deliver DiDi already ... You must be a good boy ok and also must miss mummy hehe! ❤️ ^.^


Just now went downstairs coffee shop for breakfast, as usual I will only have Prawn Noodle for my meal if I choose to eat at the coffee shop ... Haha!!!


Also as usual hubby will have the Mix Veg Rice for his meal ... Poor hubby! I missing him a lot~ ... He's really tired! But hubby just one last day to work for ... 加油!~ ^.^ I love you ❤️❤️❤️

Supper! ... Fats~


Hehe! Hubby thank you for the takeaway~ Love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️ thank you for u-turn back and purchase supper for me, I know you're really tired! Did opening today and yet go home almost closing time ... Poor thing!!! :( 

Tomorrow left one more for me to bond with Jerald and hubby so called last of of work before I go for deliver ... Hmmm!!! Nervous actually >.< 

Dinner with papa mama ❤️



Have dinner with my parent just now ... They came to my house, wanted to find Jerald more often before I go for deliver I guess ^.^ somehow I wish they could help me look after Jerald when I'm on confiment because I still worried to let my in law look after ...

In future there will be two kids already ... I really don't know what should I do!!!? I'm really those kind that wanna stay at home and look after my kids, I rather put them at child care ... So I can go for work and I could fetch them home after work ... 

My in law are really old already my heart just don't feel safe to leave them at home with them ... Sighhhh! Most of the time I don't want to mention anything or even comment all my thoughts to anyone or even hubby. Because I know it will be sensitive to everyone, so the only thing I could do is to be silent and torture myself ...

To torture myself just because I cannot do or even said anything ... Selfish or stupid !? Whatever ... I'm not the only one that is selfish and disrespect of ... I'm don't said or even talk back it's because I respect you all ... If everything still won't change, just prepare to bury me !

Yes! Most of the time I can be really negative because I'm a mother already... And I'm a emotional person ... This is me~ nothing can change! ... I'll only just tolerate with everything but just hope one day I won't explode and gone forever ... LOL!!!

Missing my hubby! ❤️


(Throwback photo of hubby and Jerald hehe!) ^.^

Missing my hubby ❤️ feel so sad that he need to work before I go for my deliver, just few more days ... Thought his off day he's able to accompany to go out or stay at home with me, I even have plans... But in the end got ruined ... No choice! :(

Admission that day hubby still have to go work for the SG50 Kitty thing ... Sigh! I need to wait for him after work and go for admission with me ... 

I'm missing you! So much~ hubby!!! ❤️❤️❤️


Anyway~ my mummy bought this from toy windmill from Daiso! Haha~ she knew Jerald will like it a lot :D in deed he does! Haha ^.^

Hmmm! Actually I'm waiting for hubby to reply my whatsapp, I knew that he's busy and must be really tired! Poor hubby~ I love you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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