No privacy and no respect for me ...

I'm fine being treated this way since I married over ? Yup~ since I pregnant with my second boy, I have already knew how the life will be like in the future ...

I don't ask for more, I don't question or even comment anything, I don't show my temper easily... 

What I need is RESPECT! UNDERSTANDING! And also concern from the people I love ~ ... Is that so difficult ??? 

I don't care whether is purposely or not, cause it have already hurts me! Hurts me so deeply that I can't imagine... Especially when I was pregnant with Javier, I was treated like a big tummy crazy women ? Or maybe I think too much ...

Doesn't you all know that pregnant lady is very tiring no matter what or when ever she does nothing also feels tired... And yet I still have to go for work and then reach home being treated like nothing? Just a piece of shit ...

I don't mind going out for work cause we need cash but ... When you said that I didn't earn any money or even didn't earn much to help your son and this family? I was totally speechless because I can't BELIEVE that you could said such an EVIL thing to me?

I give birth to two grandson for your family, for your next generation! And yet you said this kind of thing to me? I wonder what I was doing when I'm pregnant ... I go out for work you think I go out and have fun? I work so hard and nobody even appreciate me in this house... And only maybe my husband ...

Most of the time I really don't understand what's the point of staying together ...  But when every time I think of leaving this hell place, my mind will always pop out of MY HUSBAND! 

I always think for this family, give in for everyone, respect to all, help in the house and yet in the end I'm the one who got suffer just to see everyone smiling and having a happy family ... Am I stupid? Or an idiot? ... 

To me~ family always came in first in my heart! No matter where I go, my heart will always think of my home and family ... This is me~

 

Lastly I wanted to said ... I never regret marrying over to this family because we are fated to be family ... So I will be a better person for creating a happy family to everyone ... I don't mind suffer or even tired ... This is what I like for being  marriage life! STAY STRONG~ ❤️

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